Today after the service at the Torch, where I can feel at home, I dropped by another church to pick up my book by Bree Keyton I'd loaned the pastor and got another good scolding, this time by a pastor baptized in the Spirit. I told him of my breakthrough and he didn't want to hear about it, saying the baptists can believe what they want. He discredited Dr. Keyton's book, told me it was made up stuff, couldn't be proven biblically, and denigrated her college saying it's not even an accredited college. He's heard about my incident with jail time and was concerned about what I'm getting into and who I'm offending.
I WILL BE REDEEMED
I was amazed at Dr. Keyton's apparent power. We must always remember, we humans don't have any power, it's from God but it may look like we do. If a tribe of pygmies watches as their dead chief is raised from the dead, their first inclination is to worship whoever's doing the miraculous. It looks to them like Dr. Keyton is a god, then she has to explain about the real God and Jesus. She's brought tens of thousands of pygmies to Christ. In America, raising the dead doesn't happen as I've written about previously, our belief system, but I watched as she healed many and helped catch women who were slain in the spirit. I could have told this pastor that he didn't compare to her, that all pastors should be going to such a school but have learned to keep my mouth shut, just told him to be watching the news about my breakthrough and left.
A couple days ago, just to see for myself again, I spoke with my mother and wanted her to give her baptist pastor the test. She's a very godly woman, baptized in the Spirit, and has heard from God, though like many, didn't know the terminology, "word of knowledge" e.g., same as my country gandmother. She attends a baptist church but isn't under the delusion. Other than some issues with the spirit of gluttony, she's about as pure as a person can be.
Hers wasn't available, she referred me to another and I described the comical interaction a few postings back. He couldn't get past the "once saved always saved" idea, but only if you were truly saved to begin with, he said, when I went over HEBREWS 6: 4 - 6 with him.
This has to be puzzling to my baptist readers it has occurred to me. Any baptists will think I'm nuts because, under the delusion, it means to them that you can't loose your salvation so what I'm writng will seem non sensical. I encourage any baptist readers to test this for yourselves. Take posting #62. HOW TO GET TO HELL WITH TRUE FAITH and show it to a member of any other church that doesn't endorse the baptist doctrine, "We believe the saints shall persevere in grace and not finally fall away." Again that's the lie of 2 THESSALONIANS 2: 9 - 12, as difficult to understand as it is, written by satan I believe, and the delusion is baptists' inability to understand the warning verses of HEBREWS any other way than agreeing with that doctrine. Ask how others understand those verses and see how it compares to your understanding. They all mean the same thing, expressed differently. Either it's impossible to lose your salvation once you're a true believer regardless of behavior, or as I see it, if you abuse enough grace be condemned, even with true faith. That's why they are called the "warning verses of HEBREWS." Google it.
Maybe I can save some souls right here. If you read the verses from HEBREWS to mean, "once saved, always saved," try reading what God says about that from 2 THESSALONIANS 2 9 - 12. Re read the HEBREWS verses and see if I can break your delusion. Your soul as a member doesn't hinge on reading this correctly, it hinges on your abusing the policy as a license to sin. I suspect leaders teaching the lie who lead others into hell will be joining them regardless of their behavior, but that's just my opinion, I didn't get it from God. I'm just now getting my own messages from my quiet time in jail with Jesus in dreams but don't have 2 way communication going. Here're the verses:
9 The coming of the lawless one will be in accordance with the work of Satan displayed in all kinds of counterfeit miracles, signs and wonders,
10 and in every sort of evil that deceives those who are perishing. They perish because they refused to love the truth and so be saved.
11 For this reason God sends them a powerful delusion so that they will believe the lie
12 and so that all will be condemned who have not believed the truth but have delighted in wickedness.
It may be that Jesus picked me for this assignment because I saw the truth about faith being just barely enough in itself and I saw the lie as false doctrine the first time I heard it though I raised my kids in a baptist church. I don't know if having been dead or hanging from a tree in excruciating pain had anything to do with it. I'm sure my compassion for the suffering was a factor. I'm suspecting Jesus uploaded something in me for some interesting healing in the future during my jail time. He did something to me and I'm anxious to see what it was. I had some weird sensations happening and I think I'm prepped for a switch flip which I hope comes with my wife and name. Time will tell.
The pastor also scolded about the use of the word levels, and the name "Elijah" business, but this same pastor didn't like my use of the phrase "greater gifts" either. "Greater gifts" were a creation of my own to abbreviate from "the supernatural gifts of 1 COR 12, which I've used over and over. I see his point that we need all the gifts, helping, giving, teaching, encouraging, cleaning up, etc. We're all part of the same body and need all the parts to work right. I'll give on that one.
He told me Dr. Keyton's book, Stripes, Nails, Thorns and the Blood, about all the angel and demon stuff was a bunch of nonsense. I believe his thinking though is nonsensical. Moving among all 9 gifts, she probably got her information straight from Jesus. I can't see it humanly possible to discern the names of evil spirits from the Bible the way she did without his help and I know how Jesus works. I believe Jesus gave me a fascination with this book leading me to learn it well.
About the term "levels" though, Jesus uses that term but these guys must not hear from Jesus often. The baptist pastor says the only way we hear from Jesus is through the Bible. I beg to differ, it's the only way he hears from Jesus. I don't care if it isn't in the Bible. I was once told by the Holy Spirit in a prophetic session I was being raised up a LEVEL. It's a convenient way to describe, "deeper" or "more connected." Talking to southern pastors maybe I should say mo betta. For instance my guide is a much mo betta servant than I to keep from saying higher LEVEL. I think my understanding of the Bible is at a much higher LEVEL than will be attained by a non baptized in the Spirit pastor and I've just really dug in part time for about 2 1/2 months, no years of seminary. I don't have the sequence of books memorized or know much of the history. I'll admit to help with my writing. I could "feel" the Holy spirit helping me write that UFO posting. How many times have you seen UFO's explained biblically? I can dissect JAMES 5:16 "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed," and come up with a page or 2 on it, supporting the idea christians can have demons, as I've previously done, that we should pray together for our afflictions for best results vs. alone and that healing only comes from confessing to others, not just God. "To whom much is given, much is expected."
I've not talked to a pastor yet who thinks we can have the Holy Spirit and a demon. I learned from a very impressive source, Dr, Keyton who out performs every pastor I've ever met. Some day perhaps, God will raise me to her LEVEL. God is not happy with christainity in America people and He's about ready to wipe us out.
I didn't make up the Elijah business, I got that from Dr. Keyton in a prophetic message. Today's pastor didn't want to hear about my breakthrough or read my blog. After a bit more percolation, I think this is going to be huge, saving several hundred thousand, maybe a few million baptist souls from hell. At present I have no active gifts and wouldn't call myself a prophet as I am. I've had a few messages in dreams lately but that's it. I've done the breakthrough intellectual part, there's more coming.
I am not on a personal crusade though I keep hearing it. I am obeying my Lord and Savior in spite of the fact that it's made me a pariah in my community. It has made my life miserable and wasn't what I wanted to be doing. In jail as I woke up from dozing, I caught the tail of a long stream about "I'm going to pour out more bounty on you than you can contain." Thanks, I guess. I just wanted to retire with my perfect mate out of the deal. Now I have to hire somebody to responsibly give away all the money and I still don't have the woman. I'm stuck there too.
I did my part Jesus, when do I get the woman? She's way narrowed down now, "beautiful and joyous" from Mama, "my star, a star of David, a messianic Jewish woman from another country," from my dream. That's one out of maybe 77,733.3 people in round numbers. I'm being faithful to her because I want her to do the same. I've lost weight and hit the gym regularly to look good for her. Women of all ages, with and without husbands are giving me second and third looks. One at the airshow made her intentions very clear last night, possibly running interference for me as my "hoped for" acquaintance was behind me a few rows. I made first contact, I think, by email, not sure I had the right address though and Mama says she has to come to me. It appeared I was with another woman but she'd crowded in next to me.
Men seem to be looking at me too though. Maybe I'm starting to glow or something. I know I have a serious spiritual entourage. Satan would really like me dead right about now.
I'd assumed my choice from God would be higher LEVEL but she may not be. I may have made a total fool of myself emailing info to the wrong woman. She's not replying. If she isn't at a higher LEVEL, she may be cowering in a corner fearing me as a multi state leader of a satanic cult by giving her information she may have wanted kept secret that I learned from Jesus's Spirit.
People in this country don't believe in God's power any more because they don't see it and when they do, think it satanic. I think she's beautiful, have a few hints she may be the one, but don't know for sure. Did I blow it by trying to help Jesus? I see other attractive women checking me out but I want God's choice for the perfect compatibility we should have with His making the match. She may be the right one and could have gotten the question from God but it would have conflicted with information she had on me so she might have thought it a mistake.
I know she goes to the baptist church but many there are true believers. My mother goes to a baptist church and she's not under the delusion, neither was I and I raised my kids in one. I have no idea when God enacted the delusion.
Jesus knows our every thought I've learned the hard way. I was fantasizing about my wedding night and the special experience I wanted to give my new wife, all in the rules I thought, but got chastised. I heard about something wonderful and clean. Ok so my ideas weren't wonderful and clean to Jesus's thinking, that hurt my feelings. Alright Jesus, I'm fine with wonderful and clean as long as there's lots of it early on.
We don't see that a scorecard is being kept on our thought lives so we may not think as we should. God knows our hearts and thoughts as well as our actions and we will be judged accordingly. It's easy for me to change with all my feedback and the spiritual audience I know I have but all should keep this in mind.
In His service, a Misfit Child of God
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