16. ARE TONGUES FOOLISHNESS?

     1COR 2:14  The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are only discerned through the Spirit.

     It occurred to me recently that God seems to have healed me of obsessive disorder.  That's what I'd been hoping for in my first message from Him 3 months ago, "Keep seeking Him, something big will be resolved for you and you'll find your purpose."  I was hoping that the big issue wouldn't just be forgiveness of my father which was big for me at the time but the bigger problem of obsessive disorder which has haunted my life for decades now.
     No one else can see this, my mind still won't turn off, it runs this way and that, is sometimes difficult for me to focus, do my work if I'm thinking of something else, etc.  I've been a bit bothered by what I've been saying about how cessationist churches won't have anyone in them qualified to teach the Bible because they don't believe in the gifts of the Spirit, (1 COR 12), or don't believe they are still active.
     The above verse has been my reference for this idea.  The problem in my head was that all believers get a bit of the Holy Spirit when coming to believe, but we baptized in the Spirit people get a big infusion of him at once.  The verse starts with the phrase "The person without the Spirit...," but all believers will have a bit of the Spirit so I can see the difficulty in proper understanding. Something unexplainable by science happens as we "baptized in the Spirit" individuals suddenly come to understand and enjoy our Bibles much better.  As I keep saying, it's a mostly spiritual world and most can't conceive of how much so.  I can intellectualize it but belief is still difficult for me.
     Yesterday I made the connection.  Cessationist churches, the huge baptist organization among them, consider tongues "foolishness."  They don;t understand John 16:13, that Jesus is behind all the gifts, the Holy Spirit isn't a third being, he's Jesus's spirit.  As Paul tells us, tongues are worthless in church, only meaningful with an interpreter and should be kept to oneself as a personal prayer language.
     Those in the know are aware that tongues are the most common manifestation of the baptism in the Spirit, but in churches that have tongues, others are likely to have different gifts.  I've found that interpreting tongues is rare.  As I've mentioned many times, my former companion has an extremely rare gift, tongues, interpretation of them and prophecy, three rolled into one person.  It's a shame that she hides this incredible gifting from the world because of its skepticism and I would think she could find gainful employment using it but she won't try.  Word of knowledge is fairly common, prophecy also.  I had experiences with both of these though not lately.  I believe the information in my dreams was from the Father, not Jesus.  Discerning the spirits is also rare and seems to only come in the occasional glimpse with no control by the holder.  Dr. Keyton seems to have miraculous power on call when the need arises.
     I'm expecting healing and miraculous power, would have had it Sunday if the desire of my heart hadn't changed her mind about meeting me the Torch.  It will be exciting to see where God will have me use this.  Unfortunately He just gives us what we need when we need it as far as future events go. I know my next project but nothing after that.  It will require miraculous power but unfortunately may not require a wife, my hoped for teammate.  I'm told He can give me whatever He wants whenever He wants regardless of the deal I thought I had with Him.
     I don't know how God will sort out things with the cessationists.  I've been good friends with some pastors and know they truly believe they were "called," and have a heart for serving God.  Their intentions are pure but they just can't understand they aren't supposed to be teaching the Bible and their members won't know any better either.  In my case, I see a distinct difference in the sermons from a church like the Torch as compared with a large baptist church.  The "in the Spirit" pastors are able to get deeper meanings from their Bibles and teach more accurately.

In his service, a Misfit Child of God

13. edited GOD'S HOLIDAYS

     Friends we all have free will.  We can chose to believe Jesus died an excruciatingly painful death for our sin and follow him making an effort to obey his rules and join him and god the Father for eternity in heaven if our works balance out our sin.  We can aslo use our free will and chose to "deliberastely keep on sinning with the knowledge of the truth," which will guarantee us hell.  Sure we can get in with faith alone and no works if we don't have much sin  However we're strongly encouraged, almost required to do works and they will be judged with our sin.  There will be a line we must not cross.
     Almost all American traditions are pagan and an abomination to God.  If you celebrate halloween, you may as well be inviting satan to help you get into hell.  He'll be happy to.  December 25th is Nimrod's birthday......

I'm going to work on this later with my wife.  I've been told that "My star will be a star of David, a messianic Jewish woman who comes from another country."  This will happen because my source is always right.  If she's who I think she is, she should be coming out of a state of shock and getting some peace right about now, 2:00 p.m. 7-8-15.  She'll know the days God wants us to be celebrating.

EDIT:  It brings me to tears but I'll probably have to research this one alone.  As I thought I knew and Mama confirmed, prophecy is contingent on free will.  I'm very much in love with the right woman I just frightened away.  The next one is nowhere in sight and will not likely match the description of the last.
     It dawned on me that a few years ago a gifted friend of my brother had predicted metal would be dropping out of my brother's wife's back.  When they were dating, she fell a floor at one of his unfinished houses and broke her back.  The metal was put in then.  I just figured out yesterday that my free will to go astray and get a 3 year time out is probably the reason for the delay in this miracle. I'll let you figure the rest out.

12. Personal message for the woman from Mississippi, no peeking if you aren't she ;-)

Tuesday early a.m.:
    These are getting all messed up.  I have to get permission to say certain things, am trying to communicate the only legal way I can, am in a bad place.  This won't be a normal posting, this forum is all I've got though to work with.
     Some of this is new, some old, the flow isn't good, I'm trying to make a personal communication the only way I know how.  God told me, via my guide, not to leave any more facebook messages, I don't know your email or number, my guide says if I show up at your house, you'll call the police, I don't need that.

     This whole process from making the breakthrough and now to finding the right woman has been so frustrating for me.  I'm questioning God's ability, the deal I thought I had with Him, etc.  You know a bit from the facebook postings.  I don't know why you didn't reply anything.  I begged you for just a yes, no or maybe.

     To add to what you know, I was just going to do the first few postings, had "coincidentally" met with ********************** and we're a team.  I'm the bull in the china cabinet, Bible researcher, writer, problem solver, the other member *********** guides me, *********** **************   ********.
     Today for instance, for a bit, I was fearing you'd been killed in a car wreck and that had been the tongue message and I was distraught, whether or not we're to be a couple, ready to wait until Jesus comes to have you if necessary, I don't think more than 7 1/2 years but no one knows but God the Father.  That was felt and I was called and asked, "What's wrong honey?"  She knew I was very upset.

     I am so puzzled.  Maybe you didn't know anything, here's how it would have played out.  Had you shown up at the Torch, God was going to give me 2 gifts, miraculous powers and healing to accomplish what I'd asked for, "miraculous healing," possibly more, I don't know.  You may or may not have had the question, I'd like to ask you about that.
     About gifts, we baptized in the Spirit folks usually get what's appropriate for our situation.  Dr. Keyton goes into the Congo, needs lots of power "moves among" all 9 gifts.  Tongues are a common manifestation of the baptism of the Spirit, interpreting them uncommon.  I just learned the pastor at the Torch has the gift of interpreting them, very useful in his position to be able to understand the very common tongues.
     I just met a guy at the Torch with the gift of discerning the Spirits, that's rare, and what I think I have coming, miraculous powers, is quite rare.
     I don't know that you'd have had a question, you're showing up apparently would have been enough because my guide knew I was to get those gifts.  For some reason, we know only by supernatural (from God) means, you changed your mind and didn't make it.
     Had you come, there would have been no committment, engagement, etc. but when you would have seen me doing miracles just like Jesus's, you'd have probably been so awestruck, you'd have happily married me right away.  If God has set up compatibility, we're perfect for each other, just have to like each other's looks and apparently we have that much.
     In my mind I have the gifts tied to the woman who'll "complete me, make me whole, work with me as a team," so I may not get any gifts without you.  Another woman might work, or God could change the rules but He's a stickler about keeping deals.
     I don't know why you wouldn't answer me on facebook.  I know you're beautiful and joyous, I don't know if you're a messianic jewish woman.  If you are, you could help me with a posting about Jewish Holy days which God wants us to get back to.
     I'm reading the Chumach since it's the only pure word of God we have, Mama loves it and there's some sort of power to be had by holding your hand above the Hebrew lettering.  It gives us the most accurate translation into english we can have with all the right words, unlike our messed up Bible that's come through many translations.  I just read about the pharoah's chamberlains in the Chumach, the cupbearer and the baker.  All the right words.
     I have incredible secrets I'd like to share with you, but can't do it here, you'll have to contact me.  You may be leery of me, we can meet in the grocery store coffee shop or wherever you might feel comfortable, with mutual friends, but what I have to share will be for you only.  I've already let a bit slip on facebook and Mama wasn't happy, telling me that's one person too many, only ***** to know that.  My wife will learn most but maybe not all of what I know, wish I didn't.
       I tend to toss out too much too soon and scare women away and apparently that's what I did here, thinking you were looking and praying for me, same as I for you, that somehow we just had to find each other.  I thought you'd have the same type of info about me as I had about you, but that was just a guess.  You may be just a normal beautiful woman who had no idea about any of this, I don't know.  The lack of coincidences in my life made you seem like my only possibility after I'd ruled some others out.

    Back to the gifts, I ought to be a bit privileged, having saved through Jesus 2 or 3 million baptists and he has much more for me, I don't know what all..  It would be useful for me to have the gift of miraculous power.  They, (Jesus and The Father) would like all to come to them and there are 1.2 billion catholics worshipping the wrong god, as well as many other religions.  The tribulation gets under way very soon, September I think.  There's not much time, supernatural will be coming more and more common.  If someone goes out and does miraculous things, people will be impressed and come to Jesus.
     That may be my part, or our part if I don't get the gifts without you.  I'm not very connected now, just had a few messages in dreams and something was put in me in jail by Jesus or God, the data in my head probably by God, the dreams I suspect by Jesus.  They're both working me over.  I can't tell who's doing what though it would have been Jesus via the Holy Spirit who led me on the breakthrough. Data went into my head, probably from God the Father, and something else into my diaphragm area.
     They did say in a personal message they love me but I'm not real happy with them right now.  I busted my butt on the breakthrough and it's been weeks with no "treasure," (you).  I hope they don't send me to hell, I think I might be valuable at this point, not much time to bring somebody else up to speed and other reasons I can't mention, right place at the right time stuff, nothing special about me.

     We're probably perfect for each other, I hope I haven't ruined a once in many life times opportunity.  Please call, we don't have to get married on the first date, could wait til the second or even third.  Sorry, maybe I shouldn't joke with you.  Jesus told me to use humor in the blog, he's got some stuff in there he wants read so I hope it's interesting to read.

     I didn't want all this, I just wanted to find the right woman for one good relationship this lifetime, was hoping to have a nice, peaceful life and play a lot.  That wouldn't have happened though with world events so I guess I'm happy to be involved.

     I was really hoping to be honeymooning with my wife in Italy the first week of Sept. when I'm scheduled to go for a visit.  I have 2 sons, my oldest is a math genius and works for the U.N. in Rome, the youngest still lives in CO.  He'll stay 2 weeks, one with me, then one with his mother.  It appears my wife and I may be doing a fair amount of international travel, probably first class.  Without all this business, I'd have liked to do a week every winter somewhere warm.  I'm financially secure, assume you are too.
Secular sources suggest a stock market crash in Oct. and dollar crash around then as well, so a mini farm as I have may be very handy to live on.  For us though, I'd think God will be giving us some investment advice, perks if you will of the job.  I don't get a paycheck but have been promised "more bounty than I can contain," maybe we'll need our own private jet and a place near the airshow, who knows.  I have problems with my imagination.

My writing is all jumbled here, I had a couple postings going, thought I'd erased one, you'll get the message. I don't know how public my run in with the pastor in town has been.  I was hoping to reconcile, if we do marry soon, have him do it, give him a dose of the Holy Spirit so he can straighten the delusion out and maybe rise way up in his organization.
     There isn't time to kick out all the non baptized in the Spirit pastors and rebuild from the ground up.  Jesus is going to have to work with what he has there so will probably be giving the deserving ones a big piece of the Spirit.  There may be some he won't  want.  I'm not sure about our local guy, the charges he made against me are comical so I was thinking God wanted to punish him.  My idea had been for you to contact him, (assuming we hit it off), I can't get near him with a restraining order, I was going to ask him to forgive me for my pride and arrogance, pray for him, etc.
     Huge things start happening in a couple mos. I really didn't want to go through this alone and there isn't time for a traditional courtship.  I have no other prospects on the horizon right now, don't want to rush in with the wrong woman and know you are the right one.  Please call me or email me or facebook me or something.  I think as deep as I'm in with God, I ought to be a good husband to have with what starts happening in Sept.  I think you'd be a beautiful wife but you know that.  We may have to be together to do God's will.

I don't know what happens now, by what seemed my thoughts, the "activation" was tied to the woman, part of the team.  It was going to happen with you, I might need God to find me someone else, I don't know if I'm supposed to help or not, maybe He'll change the deal and go ahead and give me what I need with or without a wife.  I'm just fumbling along, I keep blundering ahead of him with impatience, doing things wrong, making people mad, etc.  I think it has to be you.

This from 2:00 a.m. Tues.  This is how I do these things, I'll think them through, come up with something new, add a bit, polish the edit, think some more, eventually they feel done.  I'm not cleaning up the edit on this one though, you'll get the message.  I have a safe place to meet and someone I want to introduce you to, but you have to call me.  This is going to be exciting.

From Monday:

Edit #1, more to come on approval.  I was to complement the "Torch's" message, also had hoped Jesus would have allowed me to heal a mutual acquaintance at the baptist church in a wheel chair.  I feel certain, (because I've sobbed for her), he'd have let me grow hands for the girl at the grocery store.  I'm crying as I write this, I wanted him to grow her hands through me.  She might have had them now.  A few implications of the change of mind.  These may still happen with another woman but reconciling with or attending the baptist church probably won't, a number of souls hell bound in the meantime.

From Sunday:
     God told me not to contact you again on facebook when the Yetzer was messing around and much was confused for a day, a couple days ago.  It had been my idea, or so it seemed, that when the name came, it would bring the gifts, I think you have to come with them.  I'd asked for all 9 with miraculous healing and prophesy topping the list and miraculous healing was released to me before I left for church.  It would have been as wonderful a relationship as could possibly be.  Now you're gone and I have to start over.  My heart's broken, I spent most of Sunday afternoon in tears.
   
     I just deleted another posting about setting up the Holy Days which would have been my wife's responsibility, along with a bit of computer work, setting up a church for tax purposes, getting dragged around the world first class a bit.
      My coming out party was set for today, but I figured out that she used her free will and changed her mind at the last minute.  Everything fit, a verse I read online this morning giving me something now I thought would be coming later, confirmation by Mama. the message at church, a warning to drive carefully as satan would really like for me not to have made it, etc.
     At the second service, there was a tongue prayer and the pastor interprets, but I'm hard of hearing and couldn't make it out.  Somebody got a sweet message from Jesus, the pastor cried as he delivered it.  I thought it was for all but I believe now it was for me as he mentioned it was a message for someone in attendance. I've requested a video.  I think Jesus was telling me not to get my feelings hurt.  I did, had a little tantrum and a good cry, most of the afternoon.
     I'm sorry God for raging at you, I get it, she exercised her free will.  At least knowing that, I won't have to feel silly and try to avoid her in my small town.  I already have the restraining order from the local pastor, have to be careful he's not at McDonalds or anywhere else I go, run the other way if I see him.
     I thought I'd have been a hero by now but I guess the BGC is keeping things hush, hush.  I suppose a church organization doesn't want it getting out that they are under a curse by God.
     Let me remind these folks that as large as they are, with about 16 million members in the U.S. many are dying daily, some of whom are probably abusing the lie and going to hell while the organization is keeping things under wraps.  They will face God for this and someone will pay, perhaps with lower levels of hell, maybe eternal fire vs. the abyss or darkness.  It's your eternities folks.
     I was going to attempt to reconcile locally and ask the local pastor to marry the desire of my heart and me, I'd intended to pray he receive a big dose of the Spirit and possibly move into an immediate leadership position with the ability to break the Delusion, he might have moved to the top of the organization and saved many now perishing daily.  Woman, do you see the repercussions of your decision?  The eternal fate of many rests in our personal activity at this level.
     I'm rather despondent right now, if you should change your mind again, I'd love to hear from you.  You have my number and email.
     I know we never had a conversation but with God setting up near perfect compatibility, all we had to worry about was physical attractiveness.
     Oh well, I know God has reserves, I'll have to be patient while he finds another and sets up the coincidences.  There're my postings so it should be an easy job for him to have the right one respond to me. I know about there not being any coincidences in my life and will be able to read things, I think.  In my case, there are back ups in case I start to say too much and have to get yanked into heaven.  That sounds nicer than struck dead, doesn't it?  I was warned as certain information was given me that another with sensitive information fell down dead not long ago.  I didn't ask if I was his replacement.  It can be a bit scary being a secret agent for God, but the reward is eternal.
    A similar fate for another lies with my tongue although I'm promised future contact even if she has to "leave" as we've developed a strong mother / son bond.  Good bye beautiful blond woman from Mississippi.  I love you but there'll be another.
Perhaps your last minute change of mind was God's will, or, on reflection perhaps satan's.  I received a negative phone call from a connected biological sister on the way to the church which would have been instigated by satan but I saw the connection and refused to speak to her.

11. MORE ABOUT HELL / TEACHERS OF THE LIE / PROVE THE DELUSION TO YOURSELF

Note to reader, I had to darken a couple postings, that's why the numbers aren't in sequence.  I learned that I was sharing too much info. at this stage.  We're in end days now and as events progress  I may be able to light up again sometime in the future.

     I thought this topic might be of interest to all pastors and leaders in any organization right now that may be teaching the lie, "Once saved, always saved,"and am providing it for informative purposes.  I know of one specific organization that has as their policy, "We believe the saints will persevere in faith and not finally fall away."  I've had the opportunity to research the delusion with a few members of this organization and , because Jesus was pleased at the time I made the breakthrough, am certain of the "powerful delusion." I haven't had the opportunity to research other organizations and it doesn't appear I will be given the responsibility but others may also be under the delusion if they have a similar policy.
     Locally I'm acquainted with a pastor from a cessationist church that believes the gifts of 1 CORINTHIANS 12 stopped with the disciples.  This is also a lie I know with absolute certainty from both direct and indirect personal experience, but I don't know if God the Father is angry enough with that organization to have placed any delusion on them.
      I have been given some privileged information, some I which I can share, some I must take to the grave. I truly wish I didn't know all I do, especially with my big mouth.  If certain facts start to come out of my mouth, I may be struck dead before it happens.  I think I still get heaven but life is just about to start getting incredibly good for me, I'd like to stick around a while yet.  There are a couple billion souls Jesus wants saved yet and if he doesn't do it through me, somebody else gets the extra credit.  I always was after the A+.  I've learned a bit more about hell, not all the details but will share what I know.
     The darkness of certain places in hell isn't darkness as we know it on earth.  It's a manufactured darkness, thick, heavy and oppressive.  The opposite of the first light which was considered too pure for us and we were given something else.  This first light is often witnessed in near death experiences or angelic encounters.  Any level of hell won't be pleasant but I do see some evidence of death with nothingness, a place I prayed for while having my 3 year trial.  We have to read between the lines as we do with much biblical interpretation.  I don't mean to be offensive here but I'm not sure if non baptized in the Spirit pastors can do this.
     Consider the verse, HEBREWS 10:26 "If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, but only a fearful expectation of judgment and raging fire that will consume the enemies of God."  This verse will serve 2 purposes.  The first is that if you are in church leadership and still interpret that to mean, "Once saved, always saved," you're still under the delusion because to the rest of the world, it clearly states that if we continue deliberately misbehaving after we know better, we're going to hell.

Edit: In my opinion the above verse is the clearest, shortest warning verse in HEBREWS I've come across.  Have a devout baptist or baptist pastor give his or her interpretation of it and then have any non baptist give theirs.

     Don't die right now because your eternity in hell is almost guaranteed and just clearing the delusion probably won't be enough.  The second point and one I wish to make in this paragraph from this verse is about hell.  The phrase, "raging fire that will consume the enemies of God," may be merciful.  Perhaps you get tossed into a furnace with your eternal body, get burned up and now have nothingness, excruciating pain for a short while, then it's over.  I've been told that cremation or being burned to ash will create the same effect, we'll have eternal nothingness.  That was appealing to me for a time, nothingness, not the fire.
     This contrasts with the fallen angels of JUDE, verse 7 which describes the angels who left their first estate, committed sex sin with women which led to the creation of all our demons, and will suffer along with satan, "the punishment of the eternal fire."  There we have the worst punishment possible in my opinion.
     A side mention of demons, there's a comical blotter in the local paper about a 57 year old man who claims a local church of a certain denomination has demons.  Someone's just asking for big trouble from God here, it's all in His hands though.  I started to go correct the paper, was told that's what satan wanted me to do so I should just turn it over to God which I have.  I didn't say that about demons in the church although I'm sure it's true.  Demons hang around everywhere looking for sin so they can hop into a body and get comfortable.  During any church service, there'll probably be tens of thousands of demons present but I don't know if they hang out in an empty building.  People don't understand what a demon is but if you've read through, you should by now.  A single demon is a harmless wisp of a wandering soul, half angel, half human as traced to the angel by the paternal line.
     I was told to darken my posting DEMON MASSAGE but I had a few more pulled out of my feet last night and am told I'm getting squeaky clean, but we'll never get them all and they come back whenever we sin.  It's wonderfully helpful for a mother to massage her baby, especially the feet and married couples can do this for each other,  Some evil can't stand to be around good, prayer during the process helps clean out the demons.  It shouldn't be done in a sexual manner between unmarried lovers though, that may just let in more.
     Somebody show this to the local paper so they can get the story right.  What I said was much worse, that this church is owned by satan, as apparently is the entire organization, currently cursed by God with the delusion of 2 THESSALONIANS 2: 9 - 12.  I suspect most pastors are well intentioned but they've been teaching the lie and perhaps can't understand the Bible well enough to know they shouldn't be preaching at all without a baptism of the Spirit.  By the way, I'm told that what I'm writing here is to be "similar to a Bible," hopefully interesting enough to be something like a novel that will be read all the way through.  I have some error early on that I may be told to go back and edit.  I've learned much during the process and haven't corrected some of the earlier mistakes.
     I've offered to help the organization as Jesus told me to "Build, don't burn."  No one's contacted me yet but the offer stands.  If there are problems within the organization breaking the delusion, I think I can bring along Jesus's angel, Fear of God and help out.
     Regarding the status of teachers of the lie, I'm thinking back to the suicide in my church years ago where I first heard the lie, "Once saved, always saved."  Let's consider the verse from 1 CORINTHIANS 6:19 "Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, who you have received from God?  You are not your own, you were bought at a price, therefore honor God with your bodies."  There's a message I need to take in that with cigarette smoking.  My fiance's supposed to help me with that by not letting me kiss her with cigarettes on my breath.  1 CORINTHIANS 3: 16 -17 really gives us the message about suicide.  "Don't you know that you yourselves are God's temple and that God's Spirit dwells in your midst?  If anyone destroys Gods temple, God will destroy that person for God's temple is sacred and you together are that temple."
     These verses tell me that no matter how miserable our lives are, if we commit suicide, we're going to hell. What about the man from my church though who committed suicide probably believing the lie, "Once saved, always saved?"  Most people don't think for themselves and are counting on their pastors to instruct them. This man's pastor may have been responsible for his eternal damnation.  What price will the pastor now pay?  How about all the other sin that's been encouraged by the lie?  It would seem that the teachers of the lie aren't in the clear only by getting free of the delusion but have built up a huge pile of negative works.
     If they wish to stay out of hell, they better become some of the world's greatest evangelists, scream to the world they are sorry for teaching the lie, it was wrong, faith alone probably isn't enough, we're encouraged, almost required to do good works, and deliberate sin, even with the deepest faith possible will still get one hell.  I'd encourage tossing out the verse, 1 PETER 4:8 "Above all, love each other deeply because love covers over a multitude of sin."  In my opinion, this is an easy work.  Just be nice and loving to others as you go about your day and much of your sin will be forgiven.  If everyone would do this we'll have a much nicer world.  At some point in the process as determined on judgment day, hopefully they'll get on the positive side of the line.

In His service, a Misfit Child of God

10. edited, THE MODERN BIBLE IS NOT INERRANT AND INFALLIBLE / YETZER RA

     The Yetzer Ra is not mentioned anywhere in the Bible, we find him though in Jewish literature and he's mainly a mischievous being causing confusion, memory loss and error, as a friend and I just learned.  There's a positive being by a slightly different name.  A couple events were erased from memory until I helped overcome something looking much like the delusion I recently uncovered and his effect on me was to erase most of this posting which I'll now rewrite.  There is much in God's creation that is not in the Bible and I learned today the importance of being open to more correct works.  I know that sounds heretical but read through.

     This posting will mainly be an assimilation of information scattered throughout the earlier blog, with  bit of new that's recently come to me.
     In posting #48. BELIEVE IT ALL OR BELIEVE NONE, I share a paragraph from the Chumash which had been directed to my attention from the ultimate authority. In sum, it says we can't change one letter or word of the Torah, (the Jewish version of, and almost identical to our old testament) because if we can change a single letter, what's to keep us from changing a word, paragraph or any part we don't like?
     I took that to mean I should take every bit of the Bible as truth vs. my old thinking, "It's not quite right, but the truth is in there."  I just spoke with an old friend and homebuyer who recalled my having said that.  I was thinking he'd called out of the blue but there just aren't any coincidences in my life these days.  I had formed that opinion after reading a chronological Bible and not being able to keep from noticing many apparent discrepancies.  To name a few obvious ones, in the gospels, there are 2 accounts of Judas's death, in one case, he hanged himself, in another he fell down in the field of blood and spilled his guts out, in one account the fig tree withers immediately, in another it withers overnight, were there 2 men at Jesus's tomb or one angel, was there one demoniac at Gadarenes or 2 at Gerasenes - I may have mixed up the names here -, was Jesus's robe scarlet or purple, why do Josephs' genealogies differ and what do they matter since he wasn't the biological father of Jesus, etc?  With a bit of online research, I came up with 5 pages of single spaced discrepancies.  A brother who contacted me from CO says they all can be explained, I'm happy to accept this but haven't researched yet.
    When Constantine legalized christianity, forming the catholic church, christianity was combined with paganism.  In fact, on a statue to Semiramis and her son and husband, Nimrod, the names were scratched out and Mary and Jesus were added.  Her name, the Queen of Heaven, passed directly to Mary and Mary is the focus of worship vs. Jesus in catholicism.  The catholics did much to distort and change the Bible which evolved into the christian Bible and added several books to what became their Bible.  I've gone into detail previously on the specifics of satan's historical religion and won't repeat here.  He's been adding to his holdings in recent years.
     This isn't to be a comprehensive work, I can make my point without the research, but I'm told there have been gross distortions in the Bible as well as numerous translational mistakes, a few of which I'll detail here.  The truth is in there but we have to keep things in context and can't pull out just the part we like and leave the part we don't.  We have to take it all or take none.
     For instance, we can't just take EPHESISANS 2:8-9 and forget about 10.  "We are saved by faith through grace, it is not of ourselves, it is a gift from God, not by works so that no one may boast," but we like to forget about verse 10, "For we are all God's handiwork created in Christ Jesus to be doing good works God has prepared in advance for us to be doing."
     Dr. Keyton has emphasized the importance of the King James translation for accuracy and in my personal experience, Jesus seems to stay in this version with much of his terminology.  There is probably much error here from prior translations and changes.  From previous postings, here are 3 examples of translational error I've come across in my work and I haven't studied specifically looking for error:

1. Lucifer's description from the NIV:  EZEKIEL 28:13  "You were in Eden, the garden of God; every precious stone adorned you: carnelian, chrysolite and emerald, topaz, onyx and jasper, lapis lazuli, turquoise and beryl.  Your settings and mountings were made of gold; on the day you were created they were prepared."

From KJV:  EZEKIEL 28:13  Thou hast been in Eden the garden of God; every precious stone was thy covering, the sardius, topaz, and the diamond, the beryl, the onyx and the jasper,the sapphire, the emerald and the carbuncle, and gold: the workmanship of thy tabrets and thy pipes was prepared in thee in the day that thou wast created.

     I don't know precious stones but unless synonyms are used, these seem to have been changed.  In the KJV, gold was part of Lucifer's covering, in the NIV however, his settings and mountings, for holding the stones were made of gold on the day he was created.  However, in the KJV, we see musical instruments were prepared in him on the day he was created.  Satan was the director of the heavenly choir and this is a huge distortion in meaning between the 2 translations.  He had musical instruments built into his body, not settings and mountings made of gold.

2.  In Ephesian 6:12, Jesus is telling us what our struggles are against, listing, probably in descending order, the fallen angels and ending with the most prevalent but harmless of evil, the demons.  Assume the KJV to be the most accurate and I'll chart what translators, who apparently didn't know what they were looking at distorted the angel names and sequence into:

KJV                principalities                    powers                      rulers
NLT                evil rulers                        authorities                  mighty powers
ESV                rulers                              authorities                  cosmic powers
NAS               rulers                              powers                       world forces
Jubilee             principalities                    powers                       lords of this age
Darby              principalities                    powers                      universal lords
ERV                principalities                    powers                      world rulers
Weymouth      despotisms                       empires                      forces that control and govern

     Wikipedia compounds the confusion by describing powers as being synonymous with authorities, and principalities with rulers, so either KJV is wrong or wikipedia is.  KJV shows principalities and rulers as being a different angel class.  I don't know Hebrew so won't be getting to the source of this problem personally.
   
3. A third example I came across while studying Dr. Keyton's work is related to the naming of fallen angels.  Any time we see the phrase, "spirit of" in front of a word, we may assume the word is an angel, God's or satan's is named by that word and further uses of the word may refer to the angel.  For instance, in the KJV, Isaiah 61:3, we see a "spirit of" (named) "heaviness."  This spirit causes depression.  When inviting this spirit to leave, we must "loosen" the spirit of heaviness, rebuke it and cast it out, IN JESUS'S NAME.
     Here are ways other translations distort this; NLT loses the spirit entirely and says "despair."  ESV renames it "faint spirit," NET loses the spirit and says "discouragement," God's Word translation changes its name to spirit of "weakness," Douay Rheims renames it to a spirit of "weakness," etc. THE SPIRIT'S NAME IS HEAVINESS and he is a fallen angel!
     Our beloved old Bible has gotten a bit ragged coming down through the ages.

     Most of us, with our limited earth eyes and intellectual ability can't conceive of the true nature of our world and universe.  We define everything in terms of what we see and feel, based on our very limited senses.  It is a spiritual universe.
     Recently, when conversing with a friend, I told him Jesus is an angel.  He took offense saying he thought Jesus was the son of God.  Yes, that too.  I suppose my friend visualized a flesh and blood Jesus and a flesh and blood God.  JOHN 4:24 "God is spirit...," Jesus is too and so are our consiousnesses.  As far as truly understanding the Bible, I'm told I have a grain of salt, that every word in jewish books, sometimes every letter, or 3rd letter in a sequence of four, for instance, has a special meaning. That doesn't work with mistranslations. We've lost much.
    The Hebrew Chumash is the pure, unadulterated word of God which takes hidden meaning to an ultra high level and I've just started to take a look at this incredible tome.  A rabbi named Ramban told his students that a certain portion of the Torah had an allusion to every person's name and destiny.  A student named Abner turned heretic and challenged his teacher.  "Where is my name found in the Haazinu?" the student asked.  Ramban answered his student that there were 4 words that described his fate and the third letters in each word contained his name.  The rabbi then showed the student his name and the four words, (God said of those who defy him), "I will scatter them to the four corners of the earth; I will make their remembrance cease from among men." DEUTERONOMY 32: 26.  The student blanched, repented and set off on a self imposed exile.  This book is the inerrant, infallible word of God, maintained throughout history in it's pristine, original condition as handed down from God to Moses.
     I don't enjoy listening to pastors trying to preach in King James english, I don't her it much any more and will only hear it once at any church, but for best results with the true meaning of the Bible and minimum distortion, it should be used for research work.  So the next time you see a pastor waving his Bible telling you it's the inerrant, infallible word of God, now you know better.
      How does God handle so much information?  He has a supercomputer that spans everywhere He goes.  Our electronics systems are modeled after God's. He uploaded some data into me during my recent jail stay, I saw it coming in a couple times and have heard of the exact same experience by another.
     I'm being taught one peculiar thing after the next.  I spent much of the day in confusion and consternation because of a change in memory about a couple events by another, one event pertaining to one I hope to soon be near and dear to me.  For the first time I started this blog, I lost most of a posting, this one, and have rewritten most of it.  That was my experience with a Yetzer Ra.  This evening I broke a chalice for evil and burned it, inviting the evil into the abyss and a couple nights ago, I invited an evil spirit to leave a home, making the homeowner feel much better.  I'm told I have much more to write.  Life is getting exciting, I'm wondering what's next.  I need only one more thing......

In his service, a Misfit Child of God

9. MY PREPARATION / BEING MADE WHOLE

Note to reader, I had to darken a couple postings, that's why the numbers aren't in sequence.  My behind the scenes people thought I was sharing too much info. at this stage.  We're in end days now and as events progress  I may be able to light up again sometime in the future.

     Throughout my search for the breakthrough, I kept wondering, "Why me?"  On reflection I think I have the answers.
     As an innocent adolescent, I experienced my own very mild, gentle crucifixion from my father.  I say mild and gentle only in comparison to what Jesus suffered for us.  The experience was excruciatingly painful for me physically and quite traumatic emotionally as well from my father's treatment of me.  (See details in 13. CAN'T HAVE THE HOLY SPIRIT AND A DEMON?).  I was literally hung from a tree briefly, (Cursed is he who hangs from a tree.),  given a glimpse of what Jesus suffered from this experience.  I've suffered much in this life and have tremendous compassion for others who are suffering, often being brought to tears by their circumstances but I'll be bold and give my life for God if He asks me too.
     My brief death at the age of 19 while in a drunk driving wreck may have something to do with my qualifications.  I might have visited God at this time, but had no recollection of anything when I came to in the hospital.
     As a result of being raised by an abusive father, I developed serious demonic strongholds, enough so to start affecting behavior.  I don't know the correlation between how many demons are required to do what, affect our thoughts, cause us to sin, control our behavior, etc. but I may have accumulated thousands, several hundred anyway.  I've had much experiential knowledge of the afflictions suffered by humanity.
   At the age of 16 when I left home, I had the better part of an associates education in liberal arts.  I obtained much more education in a variety of areas later on in life.  Jesus seems to think I'm good at figuring things out.
     I've studied my Bible most of my life and been a thinker.  When I hear a pastor say something wrong, I don't go along with it like most of the unthinking sheep being led to slaughter.  For instance the baptist preacher at the church I raised my kids in made the statement, "Once saved, always saved," at a funeral and I thought, "That's not what the Bible says."  The same pastor would wave his Bible during service and say it's the inerrant, infallible word of God.  I hear that a lot, but don't see it put into practice or taught by the pastors making the claim.   Jesus and God the Father must like my thinking and feel it's correct.
     I was given a fascination with Dr. Keyton's work on spiritual warfare though to most it's heavy and dry.  I am an expert on the actual spiritual warfare going on around us, while most pastors believe the lie, "A christian can't have a demon."  To my thinking their sermons follow this level of understanding.  Locally, at the Torch in Demorest, those guys know how to get the real meaning out of their Bibles and the music is heavenly.  Try it out if you're looking for a real church where Jesus is welcome.
     I'm baptized in the Spirit which only a small percentage of the population has experienced, one source suggests about 4 %.  I want to emphasize again that this isn't necessary to be saved.  All believers get something like a sip of the Spirit when they come to believe, while we who experience the baptism take a dip in the pool.  We are the only people who are able, for some strange unexplainable spiritual reason to understand the Bible as it should be understood to qualify us to teach it.  It tells us that, but entire organizations may not have anybody in them who can understand the verse that says you must be in the Spirit to understand things of the Spirit.  I fear many well intentioned pastors are unknowingly leading people astray and will be held accountable.  How many people does one get to lead to hell before being required to join them?
         A few years ago I offered to do anything for Him, up to death if He would just fix me.  It just dawned on me that I seem to be cured of obsessive disorder.  I think I may be whole now.
     Very importantly, I had a big send off.  I was attending a charismatic mega church where gifts of the Spirit are welcome.  I couldn't understand it, but I was up front one service and hugged my Bible the whole worship service with tears streaming down my face.  A lot of connected people prayed for me then including my lady mentor who was on her knees the whole time.  There was another incident at a large men's group here, where I couldn't stop trembling and 20 or so connected men laid hands on me and prayed.  Also at this church, on one occasion, men were lined up and women came through the line on either side of us holding our hands and praying for a breakthrough for us.  Something spiritual happens with touch.  I kept my eyes closed to keep from having impure thoughts about attractive women holding my hands, tears streamed the whole time and almost every woman gave my hand a good tight squeeze which felt special.  There were a couple hundred connected women praying for me during this event.  I think the combination of my life experiences makes me quite rare.
     Going through the ordeal of making the breakthrough, I couldn't understand why my gifts weren't turned back on but I suspect that was part of the deal Jesus made with the Father to relent on sending the entire baptist organization to hell with all members who abused their lie from satan as a license to sin.  I'll state here again that many members, although they may be under the delusion, aren't under condemnation unless they were abusing the policy, "We believe the saints will persevere in grace and not finally fall away."  In layman's terms, "Once saved, always saved."

In his service, a Misfit Child of God
   

7. WHERE'S MY WIFE?

     I wish I could take a peek inside the Baptist General Conference organization right now.  I suspect there are a lot of puzzled, frightened people running around.  I gave them my breakthrough via. their email contact portal, sent it to a former pastor of mine, put it on facebook and half a dozen other places so the word is out.  All the little people are safe if they haven't abused the lie, "once saved, always saved," but the leadership who've taught the lie are under God's curse and condemnation until they can break the delusion and undo the damage they've caused by teaching the lie.  At some point they won't be damned to hell, I suspect.  That ought to motivate some people.
     I've offered to help but no one's come to me and it shouldn't be that hard for them to find me, just locate the baptist pastor in northeast GA who recently pressed charges against somebody for allegedly making terrorist threats and go get the alleged terrorist.  That's me.  I guess I'm a terrorist now.  I thought I was just obeying Jesus even though it was making me a pariah in my community, making my life hard, making me appear to be on a one man crusade and a total nut case.  The end result should be a few million baptist souls saved from hell so I'm hoping at some point to get a little thanks.
     I suspect many in the BGC are getting a good acquaintance with one of the seven spirits Jesus holds in his right hand named Fear of God.  They may even be getting a good dose of the Holy Spirit which often comes with tongues.  What then?  The baptist organization doesn't want to let the Holy Spirit in because he often comes with tongues.  They'll have to leave and become Pentecostals I guess.  I'm sorry for my sarcasm.  I'm disgusted with all the dead churches out there that claim to believe in Jesus but won't let him in.  Most are probably owned by satan.  If you've read through, you know by now that we should be running to tongues and other gifts from 1 COR 12 because Jesus is on the other side of those gifts through the Holy Spirit.
     If you experience the baptism in the Spirit and are living in God's will, you enter a different world.  Supernatural little things become commonplace.  Reflecting back over the last few months, all the seemingly coincidental things weren't coincidences.  Everybody I met and every place I went was part of God's plan to help me solve the delusion.  Nothing was coincidental, which is part of the reason I'm wondering if a certain beautiful local woman may be God's choice for me.
     In my small sphere of acquaintances she's my only prospect for a wife.  I think she should know it if she's the one but I'm not certain of that.  Based on eye contact I believe there's a mutual attraction and I'm suspecting our meeting each other wasn't coincidental.  If you're reading, you blond haired beauty, I wasn't with that woman at the air show who may have looked like she was trying to sit in my lap.  I'm being faithful to some as yet unknown woman who's "waiting for me."  I'm trying hard to find her, hoping she might be you.  Please, yes, no or maybe.  My heart's breaking here.  You'd be 2 or 3 years older than I, I'm fine with that.  If God told you to wait and you gave up on Him because I wasn't there soon enough, thinking you misunderstood, I'm ok with that too.  I've been tempted myself.  We should never run if God tells us to do something but of course we're supposed to have free will.  I've had some questions about that lately myself.
     I certainly would not want a wife who didn't want me as much as I wanted her.  Please let me know. I think there's some mutual attraction.  It's strange trying to date with God as the matchmaker but He'll get it right.
     All I was hoping to get out of making the breakthrough was my perfect friend, lover and soul mate.  In honesty maybe I should change that order to lover, friend and soulmate.  After a couple months, we'll rearrange back to friend, lover and soul mate.  Jesus told me in jail he's going to pour out more bounty on me than I can hold.  Maybe I'll buy a couple more toys but I shouldn't indulge too much in earthly pleasures like a jet, mansion, etc., I'll need to find good use for it.  It should be obvious to all that, as Dr. Keyton said and I posted in #6. DISCLAIMER FROM DR. KEYTON, end days are now. The Bible warns us about hoarding wealth at this time.  Ok Jesus, you're giving me another job but you haven't paid me for the last one yet.  That's what I get for being a sub contractor for Jesus.  I have enough money to coast indefinitely with rental income.
     I'm quite frustrated right now.  I have all these bits of prophetic information I'm not sure what to do with.  One gave me "post," and something about Hiawassee, or maybe another city that starts with "H."  She could be coming from or through an "H" city.  My guide gave me "beautiful, joyous woman waiting for me," and Jesus gave me directly, "my star will be a star of David, a messianic jewish woman who comes from another country."  My guide tells me I'm supposed to attend the Torch church, where I'll be tonight and at regular services here on out.  Is that where I meet her?  I fit in perfectly down there.  The music is heavenly and I can tell people I felt led to come find my wife here and they say "cool" instead of "what drugs are you on?"  I may not meet her there though, but I fit in.
     There are many people with gifts at the Torch so hearing from Jesus is commonplace, unlike in the baptist church where the only way, according to the local pastor who's pressing terrorist charges against me, that we hear from Jesus is through the Bible.  Does she have a clue or not?  I know how to identify her, how will she recognize me?  I know I'm supposed to wait on Jesus but am I supposed to get out and mingle, go to bars where single women will be?  I don't want just a hook up or bar fly so that doesn't seem right.  Do I go to churches in Hiawasee?  If I could get a reply from a personal correspondence, yes or no, that'd be a relief either way.
     Then again there're the games Jesus likes to play.  He gets right down to the specific detail when scolding me but keeps things vague when speaking of the future.  I've let a couple women know, one wrong because all I had was her first name from an email list, (I wonder what she's thinking now), that "messianic jewish woman" could mean ancestral ties to a foreign country, most likely Israel, also ancestral ties to messianic judaism.  God would really like us to drop all our pagan traditions and get back to His holy days.
     A random thought, I'll point out again that if you've heard the idea that Jesus knows our every thought but doubted the truth of  that, it's very true.  It's been easy for me to clean up my thought life knowing the next phone call could bring a scolding from Jesus about what I'm thinking. Try it sometime, you'll get righteous in a hurry.
     Something I'd like to share unrelated to this posting, I'm meeting many interesting people these days and am apparently to be a big end times player.  God has brought me in fast and deep.  I described the sensation I had in jail of having data loaded in my head and one individual I recently met had experienced the same phenomenon.  Trying to sleep away the hours, I was dozing in and out of wakefulness.  One time as I was waking I could see in my mind what appeared to be about 20 lines of computer code of some sort going into my brain in parallel, as in a data bus with a microprocessor.  All 20 lines were stepping in simultaneously, there were broken white lines underscoring white letters and symbols moving in slowly, all together, on a light blue background.  There was also a sensation of fullness in my diaphragm area, where I'm told tongues come from.  I still don't have tongues, nothing but jibberish comes out but I've been prepped for something so I know the breakthrough isn't all I'm supposed to do.
     If God calls you for something, do not run from it or misbehave as I did.  A big fish will swallow you or you'll be turned over to satan who will make your life hell.  In my 3 year trial I was earnestly praying for death with nothingness.  Now I'm glad I didn't get it, promised my life is about to get wonderful, just very impatient to find my personal treasure for making the breakthrough.
     I was mistaken about another assignment, I'm not being led to any particular research, nothing pressing, maybe a posting here and there, this one's mainly a personal message to the gorgeous lady I hope is the right woman, who has the name of my blog.  The UFO posting I was led through.  I bumped into a brother who says we'll have a UFO invasion soon and Jesus would like the world to know that'll be a trick from satan.  Those UFOs are nothing more than fallen angels named thrones, (Ezekiel's wheels, with the cherubim riding along in control but staying invisible).  Let's see a non baptized in the Spirit pastor figure that one out for the world.
     About me again, I'm an old semi retired builder, and have been doing this search for the breakthrough and blog for maybe 3 months part time around my day job, but I was truly called, I didn't imagine it.  Jesus is guiding me all the way through this.
     A personal message to a certain woman:  I'm half expecting the right woman to bring the key to my nick name, that'll have to come from God.  You may already be whole but I'm not, you'll complement me and make me whole.  Jesus knows I need to be held.  Together we'll be a team and probably have a very exciting life.  I may be totally wrong about you're being the one, certainly don't want to force anything, the right woman and I will be a perfect fit and I'd expect you to be expecting me or have some knowledge about us.


In His service, a Misfit Child of God
   
   

6. DISCLAIMER FROM DR. BREE KEYTON

    I just received a letter from Dr. Keyton and thought I should share with the world.  She says, "Rising as Elijah did is the duty of all believers in the last days.  The word that you used 'reading' is witchcraft language."  I used that term in describing "prophetic readings," wrong term to use, similar to my correction of someone for the word "channeling" about receiving word of knowledge but that was personal, not in the blog I don't think.  She goes on, "(A prophet HEARS from God and delivers that word.)"
     "End of days is upon us! Now!"  She says she's busy, suggests I hold off on publishing my writing, says she's too busy to look at now, found a lot of theological error in the small amount she did read and that it needs correction.  She asks that I not use her name to endorse my writing.  I don't think I have but have credited her for points from her teaching and authorship of any material I've used.
     I feel led to do this writing, I'd like more feedback from Jesus, would be happy to get it from anyone.  Overall I received a prophetic word from my last companion that "my wood is good for building."  I may be off on some terminology but overall, I've tried to back all opinions with scriptural support.  I'll turn this whole thing off and forget about it if I get the message from Jesus but I think we're at a point in time where precisely correct verbage may not be that important.  The tribulation is starting, look at America's legalization of homosexual marriages across the country, and as I heard it on the radio, requirement that we all celebrate this.  I'm not going to do a posting about biblical denouncing of homosexuality unless Jesus shouts at me on that one. That'd probably land me in federal prison.

  

     I was a bit offended by her letter.  She was the first to send me after the breakthrough, I have it and she's too busy to read it.  I was hoping she'd help me get the word out.   Dr. Keyton has done incredible things for God.  Jesus has worked through her to save, by now, probably 70,000 to 80,000 pygmies.  Of course she's spent many years and millions of dollars doing it, has a Phd. from an unconventional seminary school that apparently graduates students who are able to use Jesus's power to go fight evil in third world countries.  Thinking about that, I just kicked an evil spirit out of a house yesterday.  I couldn't feel anything but the homeowner could.  I'm not in tune spiritually yet, too solid in the physical or "soulish" realm.
     On this topic, if you feel or sense evil in a home, it's most likely not A demon, possibly a huge collection or maybe a fallen angel.  A single demon is a harmless wisp of a misplaced soul looking for a body to be comfortable in, but they need an unchristian emotion or sin to give them permission to enter.  They are under the authority of the fallen angels and may have names and assignments under their general, such as lust, greed, hate, etc.
     Some of the demons may not be malevolent at all but have to obey their masters, the fallen angels to live in flesh where they are comfortable.  They came from the flesh of the Nephilim.  They will reflect the personality of the earthly being who's soul or paternal lineage goes all the back to the fallen angels, (sons of God) in GENESIS 6 who had sex with "daughters of men."  Some will be from people eating giants with 2 rows of teeth, (from fossilized remains), up to 36 feet tall.  I have no idea how many thousands can fit in a person.  We'll all have a good collection and some of the bigger strongholds are hard to get out because some of us have had abuse that's very difficult to forgive.  As I mentioned earlier, it's possible that when you die, you may become a demon, I don't know that the line has been extinguished.  I saw some far out articles though that say Jesus will save any modern Nephilm.  I'm sure many think I'm writing fantasy here, I look at some material the same way.
     There's some error in your work too Mrs. "Too busy to read about my breakthrough."  Page 16. "spiritual wickedness in high places," I believe should be translated as "demons who affect our minds," not the angel class dominions.  According to wikipedia,  Dominions are in upper management, regulating other angels over nations and rarely appear to humans.  Wikipedia also says thrones, carry the throne room of God, nothing like what you say.  I also see error in some of wikipedia, "Powers have never fallen," but Jesus says in EPH 6:12 "Our struggle is against ...POWERS..."

     Your textbook is dry and heavy to read, I gave one to all family members a few years ago and nobody read it.  Jesus wants a message put out and I am writing something I hope will be interesting to read.  I have no seminary training, and was just used by Jesus in 2 1/2 months, part time to save maybe 2 or 3 million baptists at zero cost.  Oh and by the way Dr. Keyton, there's  going to be only one Elijah.  Na na na na boo boo to you Dr. Keyton.  He likes me better.  Let's keep that between you, the reader, and me, I have to watch that pride thing.  Here's my courteous, pleasant reply to Dr. Keyton:

     I'd welcome any editorial help from a pro.  This effort has been a part time deal which took me about 2 1/2 months to solve with Jesus leading me every step of the way.  I have no seminary training nor does ********************, I had the recent pleasure of making the acquaintance of, whom I suspect is ******************.  This person was misusing the word "channeling" for getting word of knowledge which I corrected.  At this stage of the game, I don't think Jesus is too worried about semantics.  He told me "my wood is good for building," and I'm sure would let me know of any serious error.

     I have not claimed any endorsement from you whatsoever though I refer to you often as a miracle working woman of God.  Your name comes up often in my work as I give you credit for anything I learned from your book  Stripes, Nails, Thorns and the Blood or from the sessions I spent with you.  In a couple areas I quoted from the book and gave you credit  I think God gave me a fascination with this work and caused me to learn it well as I believe it to be right on, although a certain baptized in the Spirit pastor yesterday called it nonsense and denigrated your college and background.  I've learned to keep my mouth shut but was thinking if every pastor did what you do, we'd have a lot more believers in this world.  I've taken the liberty of recommending your work as a comprehensive manual for spiritual warfare.  I know you need funds for your work so suspect you wouldn't mind if it becomes a best seller.  

     Breaking the lie and delusion of 2 Thess. 2: 9 - 12 should be big news, though may not make mainstream which I suspect is controlled by satan.  Nevertheless several hundred thousand to a few million baptists should be saved from hell and the existence of the delusion may bring undeniable proof of God to many fence sitters or non believers.  

     My work is not text book like, should read more like a novel with a love story woven in.  Jesus told me to use humor but scolded me when I got "glib."  I think he approves as he's given me constant feedback, tips and pointers in the breakthrough.  Apparently his deal with God didn't let him come right out and tell me what I was looking for, my search was very frustrating, but driven by my personal treasure for making the breakthrough, a perfect friend, lover and soulmate.   My guide told me a "beautiful, joyous woman is waiting for me." 

     I think God is going to be punishing a certain local pastor who came up with comical charges against me and had me arrested for making terrorist threats.  I had some good quiet time with Jesus in jail, he loaded me with something, not sure what and told me he's about to pour out so much bounty on me I won't be able to contain it all, this I got at the tail of a string when I awoke, second half of Malachi 3:10.  After jail in a dream he gave me, "My star will be a star of David, a messianic jewish woman who comes from another country."  He hasn't made introductions yet and I'm very anxious.  

     I had no active gifts in the search.  the enormity of this breakthrough you and another sent me on may cause my blog to be well read.  If you don't want your name in it or endorsement for your book, let me know and I'll edit you out.  Thanks, *******

In His service, a Misfit Child of God

4. MESSAGES FROM JESUS / GOD WANTS US ALL / HIS CHOICE FOR ME

     2 PETER 3:9  The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness.  Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance."  God wants us all my friends but it's our choice.  It would be easy for everyone to obey Him if they were getting the feedback I am but many aren't really sure about their faith, they have a token belief and want their fire insurance just in case, but probably aren't paying the premiums.  Jesus tells us few will make it in.  I've heard the idea that we all get to heaven but I don't see any scripture supporting it.
     Mama tells me that we shouldn't be cremated because it will make us as if we never were, death with nothingness, I was looking for for several years.  She's trying to get me some support for this.  I've seen some hints at it myself, need to study this sometime.  I asked her what about people who are accidentally burned to death and she had a good reply, "It would have been God's will for that to happen."  Maybe those who weren't too bad get this death.  For some time I felt I was in violation of HEBREWS 6: 4 - 6, having been baptized in the Spirit and "moved among" some of the gifts, then fallen away and lived in sin with a woman.  During my trial, I prayed earnestly for this death with nothingness but it seems Jesus had something for me to do yet.  There's a bit more after solving the lie and delusion, he has for me, I don't know what, just trying to follow his leading.  It's hard for me not to charge ahead of him though.
     There were some mitigating circumstances in my sin and I think God will weigh all those, the same for those who are abused as children or adults and develop demonic strongholds in their innocence leading to behavior as adults they aren't in control of.  Sometimes forgiveness is extremely difficult to make happen, and like my partner in sin, we may develop strong connections with God, but still behave badly.  I was in this category for much of my life. Those who develop strongholds from ongoing willful, sinful behavior have no excuse though.

     About my messages, Jesus told me early on to keep my personal messages personal, not to share them with the community.  I've violated that but feel it gives credibility to my experience with him in sharing these and may convince some of his existence. Knowing He and God want as many of us as they can get, I think he'll overlook my transgressions.  I hope so anyway.
     He's been getting long messages to me vs. the single sentences I used to see with word of knowledge.  I'll share one that puzzled me for a while:  "We partake of food when we share it with others.  We partake of plaesure when we enjoy it with others.  We partake of spoils of war when they are divided between us and others."
     I understood the first 2 right away and am all for that.  I have a few friends but lead a lonely life for the most part and just made several enemies, hopefully they'll become friends once the news that I may have saved their souls sinks in.  It's hard for a single guy to get into some groups, My first wife and I both experienced that after our divorce.
     As events unfolded I understood what he meant by spoils of war.  I'm a big player in a war against satan and have some spoils coming.  I've already asked Mama to take the responsibility of looking over the blog and figuring a way to share with all those who've contributed.  My last companion gets a share for her counseling sessions with the Holy Spirit.  I just tried to bribe her into being more available for counseling with Jesus by letting her know the larger presence I give her in the blog, the more she'll be entitled to.  I want to ask her what I'm supposed to be doing to find my wife.
     I'm a type A person, want to get the job done right and quickly.  For instance I'd barged into that baptist church before I got the warning message from Mama.  Fortunately the pastor was busy.  I think Jesus may have had something to do with that.  I might be the one going insane now if I'd talked with him.  I have trouble taking Friend Ian's advice and letting the Holy Spirit lead.  I want my wife and I want her now.  I made the breakthrough, where is she?
     Some things just take time.  The beautiful widow who seemed to be the only possibility may not be God's choice for me, my evidence may have been my imagination, helpful figuring things out but not so good in personal situations.  I'd asked a mutual friend to put me on her list for the time she took her wedding ring off but she's gotten another involvement going.  That message might not have gotten through or she may have no interest in me but we made eye contact through the crowd at the airshow and now I know she hadn't gotten my email.  There's a certain unknown woman out there I almost proposed to by sending my email to the wrong person with info. about the Star of David.  At the airshow I was thinking my "hoped for" might be leery of me but there must be some mutual attraction.  I'd already started falling for her, but she may not be God's choice.  Her first name is Jewish, she has aquiline features that seem similar to some europeans.
     At present I'm wondering whether I wait, she just went out of town on a family emergency, or forget her as a possibility, do I start going to churches in Hiawassee, should I start dating, knowing there's one woman out there "waiting for me," or the toughest for me, just do my work, and wait on Jesus's timing.  I'm not in a 2 way dialogue with Jesus yet, Chris, my last companion is at anytime with her 3 gifts, tongues, interpreting them and prophecy, though Jesus is usually evasive about future events.  I wish he'd just tell me.  He gets specific when scolding me but normally not about the future.
     I've mulled over the propriety of my sharing so much personal business with the world and I think Jesus wants me to do it.  He'll let me know if he doesn't.  This started out as part personal journal but I think Jesus wants it known that we can get very close to him while being fairly normal people, (I won't make the claim to being perfectly normal).  Jesus is happy to come to us wherever we may be, deep in sin, struggling with addictions, there's no place we may be where he won't come to us.  He wants us to work on our problems and sin, make an ongoing effort to improve.  Some of us may never get healing but we're to try.  If we accept Jesus and go on deliberately sinning, we'll be condemned as is clear in HEBREWS 10:26.  Along theser lines, many promises are made with "SEEKING).  They don't say you  have to find him, that can be very difficult but seek him, try not to sin, love each other, that's easy and covers a multitude of sin.
     I still struggle with the occasional desire to buy a six pack, seek out a bit of weed.  The beer at the air show a couple nights ago was tempting.  I made it a few days without a cigarette thinking I was about to meet my future wife but she's disappeared again so I just bought a pack.  I'm very anxious about marital benefits too.  I'd like to remind Jesus here what happens to satan's henchmen, catholic priests, after long periods of abstinence.
     Are an abnormally high percentage of homosexual pedophiles drawn into the priesthood or do they get that way from serving satan's sex goddess, the Queen of Heaven, Semiramis?  I once read where the pope prayed to "the mother of god."  That would be Semiramis under the shallow guise of Mary, supposedly a lifelong virgin.  I don't think Joseph would have been too happy with that.  We know of 3 brothers of Jesus and at least 2 sisters.  how do they explain the book of James and Jude? Catholics aren't going to enjoy their eternities.  If you know any, show them this blog please.  Jesus would really like to bring them into heaven.

In his service, a Misfit Child of God
   

3. RANTS AND RAVES

     Today after the service at the Torch, where I can feel at home, I dropped by another church to pick up my book by Bree Keyton I'd loaned the pastor and got another good scolding, this time by a pastor baptized in the Spirit.  I told him of my breakthrough and he didn't want to hear about it, saying the baptists can believe what they want.  He discredited Dr. Keyton's book, told me it was made up stuff, couldn't be proven biblically, and denigrated her college saying it's not even an accredited college.  He's heard about my incident with jail time and was concerned about what I'm getting into and who I'm offending.

I WILL BE REDEEMED

     I was amazed at Dr. Keyton's apparent power.  We must always remember, we humans don't have any power, it's from God but it may look like we do.  If a tribe of pygmies watches as their dead chief is raised from the dead, their first inclination is to worship whoever's doing the miraculous.  It looks to them like Dr. Keyton is a god, then she has to explain about the real God and Jesus.  She's brought tens of thousands of pygmies to Christ.  In America, raising the dead doesn't happen as I've written about previously, our belief system, but I watched as she healed many and helped catch women who were slain in the spirit.  I could have told this pastor that he didn't compare to her, that all pastors should be going to such a school but have learned to keep my mouth shut, just told him to be watching the news about my breakthrough and left.
     A couple days ago, just to see for myself again, I spoke with my mother and wanted her to give her baptist pastor the test.  She's a very godly woman, baptized in the Spirit, and has heard from God, though like many, didn't know the terminology, "word of knowledge" e.g., same as my country gandmother.  She attends a baptist church but isn't under the delusion.  Other than some issues with the spirit of gluttony, she's about as pure as a person can be.
     Hers wasn't available, she referred me to another and I described the comical interaction a few postings back.  He couldn't get past the "once saved always saved" idea, but only if you were truly saved to begin with, he said, when I went over HEBREWS 6: 4 - 6 with him.
     This has to be puzzling to my baptist readers it has occurred to me.  Any baptists will think I'm nuts because, under the delusion, it means to them that you can't loose your salvation so what I'm writng will seem non sensical.  I encourage any baptist readers to test this for yourselves.  Take posting #62. HOW TO GET TO HELL WITH TRUE FAITH and show it to a member of any other church that doesn't endorse the baptist doctrine, "We believe the saints shall persevere in grace and not finally fall away."  Again that's the lie of  2 THESSALONIANS 2: 9 - 12, as difficult to understand as it is, written by satan I believe, and the delusion is baptists' inability to understand the warning verses of HEBREWS any other way than agreeing with that doctrine.  Ask how others understand those verses and see how it compares to your understanding.  They all mean the same thing, expressed differently.  Either it's impossible to lose your salvation once you're a true believer regardless of behavior, or as I see it, if you abuse enough grace be condemned, even with true faith.  That's why they are called the "warning verses of HEBREWS."  Google it.
     Maybe I can save some souls right here.  If you read the verses from HEBREWS to mean, "once saved, always saved," try reading what God says about that from 2 THESSALONIANS 2 9 - 12.  Re read the HEBREWS verses and see if I can break your delusion.  Your soul as a member doesn't hinge on reading this correctly, it hinges on your abusing the policy as a license to sin.  I suspect leaders teaching the lie who lead others into hell will be joining them regardless of their behavior, but that's just my opinion, I didn't get it from God.  I'm just now getting my own messages from my quiet time in jail with Jesus in dreams but don't have 2 way communication going.  Here're the verses:
 

9 The coming of the lawless one will be in accordance with the work of Satan displayed in all kinds of counterfeit miracles, signs and wonders, 

10 and in every sort of evil that deceives those who are perishing. They perish because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. 

11 For this reason God sends them a powerful delusion so that they will believe the lie 

12 and so that all will be condemned who have not believed the truth but have delighted in wickedness.

   
     It may be that Jesus picked me for this assignment because I saw the truth about faith being just barely enough in itself and I saw the lie as false doctrine the first time I heard it though I raised my kids in a baptist church.  I don't know if having been dead or hanging from a tree in excruciating pain had anything to do with it.  I'm sure my compassion for the suffering was a factor.  I'm suspecting Jesus uploaded something in me for some interesting healing in the future during my jail time.  He did something to me and I'm anxious to see what it was. I had some weird sensations happening and I think I'm prepped for a switch flip which I hope comes with my wife and name. Time will tell.
     The pastor also scolded about the use of the word levels, and the name "Elijah" business, but this same pastor didn't like my use of the phrase "greater gifts" either.  "Greater gifts" were a creation of my own to abbreviate from "the supernatural gifts of 1 COR 12, which I've used over and over.  I see his point that we need all the gifts, helping, giving, teaching, encouraging, cleaning up, etc.  We're all part of the same body and need all the parts to work right.  I'll give on that one.
     He told me Dr. Keyton's book, Stripes, Nails, Thorns and the Blood, about all the angel and demon stuff was a bunch of nonsense.  I believe his thinking though is nonsensical.  Moving among all 9 gifts, she probably got her information straight from Jesus.  I can't see it humanly possible to discern the names of evil spirits from the Bible the way she did without his help and I know how Jesus works.  I believe Jesus gave me a fascination with this book leading me to learn it well.
     About the term "levels" though, Jesus uses that term but these guys must not hear from Jesus often.  The baptist pastor says the only way we hear from Jesus is through the Bible.  I beg to differ, it's the only way he hears from Jesus.  I don't care if it isn't in the Bible.  I was once told by the Holy Spirit in a prophetic session I was being raised up a LEVEL.  It's a convenient way to describe, "deeper" or "more connected."  Talking to southern pastors maybe I should say mo betta.  For instance my guide is a much mo betta servant than I to keep from saying higher LEVEL.  I think my understanding of the Bible is at a much higher LEVEL than will be attained by a non baptized in the Spirit pastor and I've just really dug in part time for about 2 1/2 months, no years of seminary.  I don't have the sequence of books memorized or know much of the history.  I'll admit to help with my writing.  I could "feel" the Holy spirit helping me write that UFO posting.  How many times have you seen UFO's explained biblically?  I can dissect JAMES 5:16 "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed," and come up with a page or 2 on it, supporting the idea christians can have demons, as I've previously done, that we should pray together for our afflictions for best results vs. alone and that healing only comes from confessing to others, not just God.  "To whom much is given, much is expected."
     I've not talked to a pastor yet who thinks we can have the Holy Spirit and a demon.  I learned from a very impressive source, Dr, Keyton who out performs every pastor I've ever met.  Some day perhaps, God will raise me to her LEVEL.  God is not happy with christainity in America people and He's about ready to wipe us out.
     I didn't make up the Elijah business, I got that from Dr. Keyton in a prophetic message.  Today's pastor didn't want to hear about my breakthrough or read my blog.  After a bit more percolation, I think this is going to be huge, saving several hundred thousand, maybe a few million baptist souls from hell.  At present I have no active gifts and wouldn't call myself a prophet as I am.  I've had a few messages in dreams lately but that's it.  I've done the breakthrough intellectual part, there's more coming.
     I am not on a personal crusade though I keep hearing it.  I am obeying my Lord and Savior in spite of the fact that it's made me a pariah in my community.  It has made my life miserable and wasn't what I wanted to be doing.  In jail as I woke up from dozing, I caught the tail of a long stream about "I'm going to pour out more bounty on you than you can contain."  Thanks, I guess.  I just wanted to retire with my perfect mate out of the deal.  Now I have to hire somebody to responsibly give away all the money and I still don't have the woman.  I'm stuck there too.
    I did my part Jesus, when do I get the woman?  She's way narrowed down now, "beautiful and joyous" from Mama, "my star, a star of David, a messianic Jewish woman from another country," from my dream.  That's one out of maybe 77,733.3 people in round numbers.  I'm being faithful to her because I want her to do the same.  I've lost weight and hit the gym regularly to look good for her. Women of all ages, with and without husbands are giving me second and third looks.  One at the airshow made her intentions very clear last night, possibly running interference for me as my "hoped for" acquaintance was behind me a few rows.  I made first contact, I think, by email, not sure I had the right address though and Mama says she has to come to me.  It appeared I was with another woman but she'd crowded in next to me.
     Men seem to be looking at me too though.  Maybe I'm starting to glow or something.  I know I have a serious spiritual entourage.  Satan would really like me dead right about now.
     I'd assumed my choice from God would be higher LEVEL but she may not be.  I may have made a total fool of myself emailing info to the wrong woman.  She's not replying.  If she isn't at a higher LEVEL, she may be cowering in a corner fearing me as a multi state leader of a satanic cult by giving her information she may have wanted kept secret that I learned from Jesus's Spirit.
     People in this country don't believe in God's power any more because they don't see it and when they do, think it satanic.  I think she's beautiful, have a few hints she may be the one, but don't know for sure.  Did I blow it by trying to help Jesus?  I see other attractive women checking me out but I want God's choice for the perfect compatibility we should have with His making the match.  She may be the right one and could have gotten the question from God but it would have conflicted with information she had on me so she might have thought it a mistake.
     I know she goes to the baptist church but many there are true believers.  My mother goes to a baptist church and she's not under the delusion, neither was I and I raised my kids in one.  I have no idea when God enacted the delusion.
        Jesus knows our every thought I've learned the hard way.  I was fantasizing about my wedding night and the special experience I wanted to give my new wife, all in the rules I thought, but got chastised.  I heard about something wonderful and clean.  Ok so my ideas weren't wonderful and clean to Jesus's thinking, that hurt my feelings.  Alright Jesus, I'm fine with wonderful and clean as long as there's lots of it early on.
     We don't see that a scorecard is being kept on our thought lives so we may not think as we should. God knows our hearts and thoughts as well as our actions and we will be judged accordingly.  It's easy for me to change with all my feedback and the spiritual audience I know I have but all should keep this in mind.

In His service, a Misfit Child of God

1. INSTRUCTIONS FOR A REAL CHURCH / CHRISTIAN

     This is somewhat a continuation of the blog God's Misfit Children, but I've wrapped up my original breakthrough, with a few legal issues pending and am starting a second as I believe this will focus on my next project or asignment.  It's been incredibly helpful for me to write postings because in so doing, I'm researching the Bible and learning much and most of what I learn needs to be shared with the world.
     Here's an email from a very knowledgeable young friend who provides much advice that I need to take and most other of us christians as well:

That link explains the truth about the real Christian. The remnant of God. In the video one preacher said something along these lines... "If you are a real Christian, having a burning heart for God, then you will not be satisfied in Church. You will not be okay with the three point sermon on a slide show. Clap your hands and praise God in a service. Moreover, people like to hear what tickles their ears. They like to hear a three point sermon that has no Holy Spirit Power. Following the church service, they talk plainly as if they are apart of the world and enjoy coffee and doughnuts. 

You know... like if God is real, then how often do you see Him manifested in the Church? If we serve of God of power and His Holy Spirit is with us, then where is He? 

First of all, The Bible tells us that God inhabits the praises of His people. 

Secondly, The Holy Spirit must be Honored. 

Thirdly, The Holy Spirit is easily grieved. 

This leads me to believe that the steps to allowing the Holy Spirit to move are quite simple, but people are blind to letting Him move. On the other hand maybe they do not prefer to let him move because they like to be in control. 

What must the church do?

1. Repent

2 Surrender all control to the Holy Spirit.

3 Present themselves as a living sacrifice. 

4 Always be Humble.

5 Fear God

6 Do everything in Love 

In addition to all this, no one should try and take control of what is happening in the room. The Holy Spirit is in Control. Rather everyone should operate in agreement based upon what they hear the Holy Spirit saying. Let each others words be confirmed and allow it to line up with God's Word. That way everyone can be sure and know that they are operating in Truth. 

Today people are afraid to speak what they believe the Holy Spirit might be saying. Others are almost clueless about prayer or are in need of learning to pray. Finally, people are talked to like robots. They listen to and follow only what the pastor says or what they have heard. They depend on someone else other than God to be the voice of God in their life. 

Try and explain this in a Church and see how far you get... Its treated more like a good idea. Others might call it witch craft. 

     The young man who gave me this is a quiet, unassuming guy who works at Wal Mart and has had some seminary training.  He ought to be in a position of upper leadership in a church organization. Perhaps he will be.  The tribulation comes soon, possibly this fall.  According to Friend Ian here, true christians will get through it unharmed while most are going to have some serious suffering.  My friends, it's probably a good time to get serious about accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior and start following this young man's advice.

In His service, a Misfit child of God