16. ARE TONGUES FOOLISHNESS?

     1COR 2:14  The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are only discerned through the Spirit.

     It occurred to me recently that God seems to have healed me of obsessive disorder.  That's what I'd been hoping for in my first message from Him 3 months ago, "Keep seeking Him, something big will be resolved for you and you'll find your purpose."  I was hoping that the big issue wouldn't just be forgiveness of my father which was big for me at the time but the bigger problem of obsessive disorder which has haunted my life for decades now.
     No one else can see this, my mind still won't turn off, it runs this way and that, is sometimes difficult for me to focus, do my work if I'm thinking of something else, etc.  I've been a bit bothered by what I've been saying about how cessationist churches won't have anyone in them qualified to teach the Bible because they don't believe in the gifts of the Spirit, (1 COR 12), or don't believe they are still active.
     The above verse has been my reference for this idea.  The problem in my head was that all believers get a bit of the Holy Spirit when coming to believe, but we baptized in the Spirit people get a big infusion of him at once.  The verse starts with the phrase "The person without the Spirit...," but all believers will have a bit of the Spirit so I can see the difficulty in proper understanding. Something unexplainable by science happens as we "baptized in the Spirit" individuals suddenly come to understand and enjoy our Bibles much better.  As I keep saying, it's a mostly spiritual world and most can't conceive of how much so.  I can intellectualize it but belief is still difficult for me.
     Yesterday I made the connection.  Cessationist churches, the huge baptist organization among them, consider tongues "foolishness."  They don;t understand John 16:13, that Jesus is behind all the gifts, the Holy Spirit isn't a third being, he's Jesus's spirit.  As Paul tells us, tongues are worthless in church, only meaningful with an interpreter and should be kept to oneself as a personal prayer language.
     Those in the know are aware that tongues are the most common manifestation of the baptism in the Spirit, but in churches that have tongues, others are likely to have different gifts.  I've found that interpreting tongues is rare.  As I've mentioned many times, my former companion has an extremely rare gift, tongues, interpretation of them and prophecy, three rolled into one person.  It's a shame that she hides this incredible gifting from the world because of its skepticism and I would think she could find gainful employment using it but she won't try.  Word of knowledge is fairly common, prophecy also.  I had experiences with both of these though not lately.  I believe the information in my dreams was from the Father, not Jesus.  Discerning the spirits is also rare and seems to only come in the occasional glimpse with no control by the holder.  Dr. Keyton seems to have miraculous power on call when the need arises.
     I'm expecting healing and miraculous power, would have had it Sunday if the desire of my heart hadn't changed her mind about meeting me the Torch.  It will be exciting to see where God will have me use this.  Unfortunately He just gives us what we need when we need it as far as future events go. I know my next project but nothing after that.  It will require miraculous power but unfortunately may not require a wife, my hoped for teammate.  I'm told He can give me whatever He wants whenever He wants regardless of the deal I thought I had with Him.
     I don't know how God will sort out things with the cessationists.  I've been good friends with some pastors and know they truly believe they were "called," and have a heart for serving God.  Their intentions are pure but they just can't understand they aren't supposed to be teaching the Bible and their members won't know any better either.  In my case, I see a distinct difference in the sermons from a church like the Torch as compared with a large baptist church.  The "in the Spirit" pastors are able to get deeper meanings from their Bibles and teach more accurately.

In his service, a Misfit Child of God

13. edited GOD'S HOLIDAYS

     Friends we all have free will.  We can chose to believe Jesus died an excruciatingly painful death for our sin and follow him making an effort to obey his rules and join him and god the Father for eternity in heaven if our works balance out our sin.  We can aslo use our free will and chose to "deliberastely keep on sinning with the knowledge of the truth," which will guarantee us hell.  Sure we can get in with faith alone and no works if we don't have much sin  However we're strongly encouraged, almost required to do works and they will be judged with our sin.  There will be a line we must not cross.
     Almost all American traditions are pagan and an abomination to God.  If you celebrate halloween, you may as well be inviting satan to help you get into hell.  He'll be happy to.  December 25th is Nimrod's birthday......

I'm going to work on this later with my wife.  I've been told that "My star will be a star of David, a messianic Jewish woman who comes from another country."  This will happen because my source is always right.  If she's who I think she is, she should be coming out of a state of shock and getting some peace right about now, 2:00 p.m. 7-8-15.  She'll know the days God wants us to be celebrating.

EDIT:  It brings me to tears but I'll probably have to research this one alone.  As I thought I knew and Mama confirmed, prophecy is contingent on free will.  I'm very much in love with the right woman I just frightened away.  The next one is nowhere in sight and will not likely match the description of the last.
     It dawned on me that a few years ago a gifted friend of my brother had predicted metal would be dropping out of my brother's wife's back.  When they were dating, she fell a floor at one of his unfinished houses and broke her back.  The metal was put in then.  I just figured out yesterday that my free will to go astray and get a 3 year time out is probably the reason for the delay in this miracle. I'll let you figure the rest out.

12. Personal message for the woman from Mississippi, no peeking if you aren't she ;-)

Tuesday early a.m.:
    These are getting all messed up.  I have to get permission to say certain things, am trying to communicate the only legal way I can, am in a bad place.  This won't be a normal posting, this forum is all I've got though to work with.
     Some of this is new, some old, the flow isn't good, I'm trying to make a personal communication the only way I know how.  God told me, via my guide, not to leave any more facebook messages, I don't know your email or number, my guide says if I show up at your house, you'll call the police, I don't need that.

     This whole process from making the breakthrough and now to finding the right woman has been so frustrating for me.  I'm questioning God's ability, the deal I thought I had with Him, etc.  You know a bit from the facebook postings.  I don't know why you didn't reply anything.  I begged you for just a yes, no or maybe.

     To add to what you know, I was just going to do the first few postings, had "coincidentally" met with ********************** and we're a team.  I'm the bull in the china cabinet, Bible researcher, writer, problem solver, the other member *********** guides me, *********** **************   ********.
     Today for instance, for a bit, I was fearing you'd been killed in a car wreck and that had been the tongue message and I was distraught, whether or not we're to be a couple, ready to wait until Jesus comes to have you if necessary, I don't think more than 7 1/2 years but no one knows but God the Father.  That was felt and I was called and asked, "What's wrong honey?"  She knew I was very upset.

     I am so puzzled.  Maybe you didn't know anything, here's how it would have played out.  Had you shown up at the Torch, God was going to give me 2 gifts, miraculous powers and healing to accomplish what I'd asked for, "miraculous healing," possibly more, I don't know.  You may or may not have had the question, I'd like to ask you about that.
     About gifts, we baptized in the Spirit folks usually get what's appropriate for our situation.  Dr. Keyton goes into the Congo, needs lots of power "moves among" all 9 gifts.  Tongues are a common manifestation of the baptism of the Spirit, interpreting them uncommon.  I just learned the pastor at the Torch has the gift of interpreting them, very useful in his position to be able to understand the very common tongues.
     I just met a guy at the Torch with the gift of discerning the Spirits, that's rare, and what I think I have coming, miraculous powers, is quite rare.
     I don't know that you'd have had a question, you're showing up apparently would have been enough because my guide knew I was to get those gifts.  For some reason, we know only by supernatural (from God) means, you changed your mind and didn't make it.
     Had you come, there would have been no committment, engagement, etc. but when you would have seen me doing miracles just like Jesus's, you'd have probably been so awestruck, you'd have happily married me right away.  If God has set up compatibility, we're perfect for each other, just have to like each other's looks and apparently we have that much.
     In my mind I have the gifts tied to the woman who'll "complete me, make me whole, work with me as a team," so I may not get any gifts without you.  Another woman might work, or God could change the rules but He's a stickler about keeping deals.
     I don't know why you wouldn't answer me on facebook.  I know you're beautiful and joyous, I don't know if you're a messianic jewish woman.  If you are, you could help me with a posting about Jewish Holy days which God wants us to get back to.
     I'm reading the Chumach since it's the only pure word of God we have, Mama loves it and there's some sort of power to be had by holding your hand above the Hebrew lettering.  It gives us the most accurate translation into english we can have with all the right words, unlike our messed up Bible that's come through many translations.  I just read about the pharoah's chamberlains in the Chumach, the cupbearer and the baker.  All the right words.
     I have incredible secrets I'd like to share with you, but can't do it here, you'll have to contact me.  You may be leery of me, we can meet in the grocery store coffee shop or wherever you might feel comfortable, with mutual friends, but what I have to share will be for you only.  I've already let a bit slip on facebook and Mama wasn't happy, telling me that's one person too many, only ***** to know that.  My wife will learn most but maybe not all of what I know, wish I didn't.
       I tend to toss out too much too soon and scare women away and apparently that's what I did here, thinking you were looking and praying for me, same as I for you, that somehow we just had to find each other.  I thought you'd have the same type of info about me as I had about you, but that was just a guess.  You may be just a normal beautiful woman who had no idea about any of this, I don't know.  The lack of coincidences in my life made you seem like my only possibility after I'd ruled some others out.

    Back to the gifts, I ought to be a bit privileged, having saved through Jesus 2 or 3 million baptists and he has much more for me, I don't know what all..  It would be useful for me to have the gift of miraculous power.  They, (Jesus and The Father) would like all to come to them and there are 1.2 billion catholics worshipping the wrong god, as well as many other religions.  The tribulation gets under way very soon, September I think.  There's not much time, supernatural will be coming more and more common.  If someone goes out and does miraculous things, people will be impressed and come to Jesus.
     That may be my part, or our part if I don't get the gifts without you.  I'm not very connected now, just had a few messages in dreams and something was put in me in jail by Jesus or God, the data in my head probably by God, the dreams I suspect by Jesus.  They're both working me over.  I can't tell who's doing what though it would have been Jesus via the Holy Spirit who led me on the breakthrough. Data went into my head, probably from God the Father, and something else into my diaphragm area.
     They did say in a personal message they love me but I'm not real happy with them right now.  I busted my butt on the breakthrough and it's been weeks with no "treasure," (you).  I hope they don't send me to hell, I think I might be valuable at this point, not much time to bring somebody else up to speed and other reasons I can't mention, right place at the right time stuff, nothing special about me.

     We're probably perfect for each other, I hope I haven't ruined a once in many life times opportunity.  Please call, we don't have to get married on the first date, could wait til the second or even third.  Sorry, maybe I shouldn't joke with you.  Jesus told me to use humor in the blog, he's got some stuff in there he wants read so I hope it's interesting to read.

     I didn't want all this, I just wanted to find the right woman for one good relationship this lifetime, was hoping to have a nice, peaceful life and play a lot.  That wouldn't have happened though with world events so I guess I'm happy to be involved.

     I was really hoping to be honeymooning with my wife in Italy the first week of Sept. when I'm scheduled to go for a visit.  I have 2 sons, my oldest is a math genius and works for the U.N. in Rome, the youngest still lives in CO.  He'll stay 2 weeks, one with me, then one with his mother.  It appears my wife and I may be doing a fair amount of international travel, probably first class.  Without all this business, I'd have liked to do a week every winter somewhere warm.  I'm financially secure, assume you are too.
Secular sources suggest a stock market crash in Oct. and dollar crash around then as well, so a mini farm as I have may be very handy to live on.  For us though, I'd think God will be giving us some investment advice, perks if you will of the job.  I don't get a paycheck but have been promised "more bounty than I can contain," maybe we'll need our own private jet and a place near the airshow, who knows.  I have problems with my imagination.

My writing is all jumbled here, I had a couple postings going, thought I'd erased one, you'll get the message. I don't know how public my run in with the pastor in town has been.  I was hoping to reconcile, if we do marry soon, have him do it, give him a dose of the Holy Spirit so he can straighten the delusion out and maybe rise way up in his organization.
     There isn't time to kick out all the non baptized in the Spirit pastors and rebuild from the ground up.  Jesus is going to have to work with what he has there so will probably be giving the deserving ones a big piece of the Spirit.  There may be some he won't  want.  I'm not sure about our local guy, the charges he made against me are comical so I was thinking God wanted to punish him.  My idea had been for you to contact him, (assuming we hit it off), I can't get near him with a restraining order, I was going to ask him to forgive me for my pride and arrogance, pray for him, etc.
     Huge things start happening in a couple mos. I really didn't want to go through this alone and there isn't time for a traditional courtship.  I have no other prospects on the horizon right now, don't want to rush in with the wrong woman and know you are the right one.  Please call me or email me or facebook me or something.  I think as deep as I'm in with God, I ought to be a good husband to have with what starts happening in Sept.  I think you'd be a beautiful wife but you know that.  We may have to be together to do God's will.

I don't know what happens now, by what seemed my thoughts, the "activation" was tied to the woman, part of the team.  It was going to happen with you, I might need God to find me someone else, I don't know if I'm supposed to help or not, maybe He'll change the deal and go ahead and give me what I need with or without a wife.  I'm just fumbling along, I keep blundering ahead of him with impatience, doing things wrong, making people mad, etc.  I think it has to be you.

This from 2:00 a.m. Tues.  This is how I do these things, I'll think them through, come up with something new, add a bit, polish the edit, think some more, eventually they feel done.  I'm not cleaning up the edit on this one though, you'll get the message.  I have a safe place to meet and someone I want to introduce you to, but you have to call me.  This is going to be exciting.

From Monday:

Edit #1, more to come on approval.  I was to complement the "Torch's" message, also had hoped Jesus would have allowed me to heal a mutual acquaintance at the baptist church in a wheel chair.  I feel certain, (because I've sobbed for her), he'd have let me grow hands for the girl at the grocery store.  I'm crying as I write this, I wanted him to grow her hands through me.  She might have had them now.  A few implications of the change of mind.  These may still happen with another woman but reconciling with or attending the baptist church probably won't, a number of souls hell bound in the meantime.

From Sunday:
     God told me not to contact you again on facebook when the Yetzer was messing around and much was confused for a day, a couple days ago.  It had been my idea, or so it seemed, that when the name came, it would bring the gifts, I think you have to come with them.  I'd asked for all 9 with miraculous healing and prophesy topping the list and miraculous healing was released to me before I left for church.  It would have been as wonderful a relationship as could possibly be.  Now you're gone and I have to start over.  My heart's broken, I spent most of Sunday afternoon in tears.
   
     I just deleted another posting about setting up the Holy Days which would have been my wife's responsibility, along with a bit of computer work, setting up a church for tax purposes, getting dragged around the world first class a bit.
      My coming out party was set for today, but I figured out that she used her free will and changed her mind at the last minute.  Everything fit, a verse I read online this morning giving me something now I thought would be coming later, confirmation by Mama. the message at church, a warning to drive carefully as satan would really like for me not to have made it, etc.
     At the second service, there was a tongue prayer and the pastor interprets, but I'm hard of hearing and couldn't make it out.  Somebody got a sweet message from Jesus, the pastor cried as he delivered it.  I thought it was for all but I believe now it was for me as he mentioned it was a message for someone in attendance. I've requested a video.  I think Jesus was telling me not to get my feelings hurt.  I did, had a little tantrum and a good cry, most of the afternoon.
     I'm sorry God for raging at you, I get it, she exercised her free will.  At least knowing that, I won't have to feel silly and try to avoid her in my small town.  I already have the restraining order from the local pastor, have to be careful he's not at McDonalds or anywhere else I go, run the other way if I see him.
     I thought I'd have been a hero by now but I guess the BGC is keeping things hush, hush.  I suppose a church organization doesn't want it getting out that they are under a curse by God.
     Let me remind these folks that as large as they are, with about 16 million members in the U.S. many are dying daily, some of whom are probably abusing the lie and going to hell while the organization is keeping things under wraps.  They will face God for this and someone will pay, perhaps with lower levels of hell, maybe eternal fire vs. the abyss or darkness.  It's your eternities folks.
     I was going to attempt to reconcile locally and ask the local pastor to marry the desire of my heart and me, I'd intended to pray he receive a big dose of the Spirit and possibly move into an immediate leadership position with the ability to break the Delusion, he might have moved to the top of the organization and saved many now perishing daily.  Woman, do you see the repercussions of your decision?  The eternal fate of many rests in our personal activity at this level.
     I'm rather despondent right now, if you should change your mind again, I'd love to hear from you.  You have my number and email.
     I know we never had a conversation but with God setting up near perfect compatibility, all we had to worry about was physical attractiveness.
     Oh well, I know God has reserves, I'll have to be patient while he finds another and sets up the coincidences.  There're my postings so it should be an easy job for him to have the right one respond to me. I know about there not being any coincidences in my life and will be able to read things, I think.  In my case, there are back ups in case I start to say too much and have to get yanked into heaven.  That sounds nicer than struck dead, doesn't it?  I was warned as certain information was given me that another with sensitive information fell down dead not long ago.  I didn't ask if I was his replacement.  It can be a bit scary being a secret agent for God, but the reward is eternal.
    A similar fate for another lies with my tongue although I'm promised future contact even if she has to "leave" as we've developed a strong mother / son bond.  Good bye beautiful blond woman from Mississippi.  I love you but there'll be another.
Perhaps your last minute change of mind was God's will, or, on reflection perhaps satan's.  I received a negative phone call from a connected biological sister on the way to the church which would have been instigated by satan but I saw the connection and refused to speak to her.

11. MORE ABOUT HELL / TEACHERS OF THE LIE / PROVE THE DELUSION TO YOURSELF

Note to reader, I had to darken a couple postings, that's why the numbers aren't in sequence.  I learned that I was sharing too much info. at this stage.  We're in end days now and as events progress  I may be able to light up again sometime in the future.

     I thought this topic might be of interest to all pastors and leaders in any organization right now that may be teaching the lie, "Once saved, always saved,"and am providing it for informative purposes.  I know of one specific organization that has as their policy, "We believe the saints will persevere in faith and not finally fall away."  I've had the opportunity to research the delusion with a few members of this organization and , because Jesus was pleased at the time I made the breakthrough, am certain of the "powerful delusion." I haven't had the opportunity to research other organizations and it doesn't appear I will be given the responsibility but others may also be under the delusion if they have a similar policy.
     Locally I'm acquainted with a pastor from a cessationist church that believes the gifts of 1 CORINTHIANS 12 stopped with the disciples.  This is also a lie I know with absolute certainty from both direct and indirect personal experience, but I don't know if God the Father is angry enough with that organization to have placed any delusion on them.
      I have been given some privileged information, some I which I can share, some I must take to the grave. I truly wish I didn't know all I do, especially with my big mouth.  If certain facts start to come out of my mouth, I may be struck dead before it happens.  I think I still get heaven but life is just about to start getting incredibly good for me, I'd like to stick around a while yet.  There are a couple billion souls Jesus wants saved yet and if he doesn't do it through me, somebody else gets the extra credit.  I always was after the A+.  I've learned a bit more about hell, not all the details but will share what I know.
     The darkness of certain places in hell isn't darkness as we know it on earth.  It's a manufactured darkness, thick, heavy and oppressive.  The opposite of the first light which was considered too pure for us and we were given something else.  This first light is often witnessed in near death experiences or angelic encounters.  Any level of hell won't be pleasant but I do see some evidence of death with nothingness, a place I prayed for while having my 3 year trial.  We have to read between the lines as we do with much biblical interpretation.  I don't mean to be offensive here but I'm not sure if non baptized in the Spirit pastors can do this.
     Consider the verse, HEBREWS 10:26 "If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, but only a fearful expectation of judgment and raging fire that will consume the enemies of God."  This verse will serve 2 purposes.  The first is that if you are in church leadership and still interpret that to mean, "Once saved, always saved," you're still under the delusion because to the rest of the world, it clearly states that if we continue deliberately misbehaving after we know better, we're going to hell.

Edit: In my opinion the above verse is the clearest, shortest warning verse in HEBREWS I've come across.  Have a devout baptist or baptist pastor give his or her interpretation of it and then have any non baptist give theirs.

     Don't die right now because your eternity in hell is almost guaranteed and just clearing the delusion probably won't be enough.  The second point and one I wish to make in this paragraph from this verse is about hell.  The phrase, "raging fire that will consume the enemies of God," may be merciful.  Perhaps you get tossed into a furnace with your eternal body, get burned up and now have nothingness, excruciating pain for a short while, then it's over.  I've been told that cremation or being burned to ash will create the same effect, we'll have eternal nothingness.  That was appealing to me for a time, nothingness, not the fire.
     This contrasts with the fallen angels of JUDE, verse 7 which describes the angels who left their first estate, committed sex sin with women which led to the creation of all our demons, and will suffer along with satan, "the punishment of the eternal fire."  There we have the worst punishment possible in my opinion.
     A side mention of demons, there's a comical blotter in the local paper about a 57 year old man who claims a local church of a certain denomination has demons.  Someone's just asking for big trouble from God here, it's all in His hands though.  I started to go correct the paper, was told that's what satan wanted me to do so I should just turn it over to God which I have.  I didn't say that about demons in the church although I'm sure it's true.  Demons hang around everywhere looking for sin so they can hop into a body and get comfortable.  During any church service, there'll probably be tens of thousands of demons present but I don't know if they hang out in an empty building.  People don't understand what a demon is but if you've read through, you should by now.  A single demon is a harmless wisp of a wandering soul, half angel, half human as traced to the angel by the paternal line.
     I was told to darken my posting DEMON MASSAGE but I had a few more pulled out of my feet last night and am told I'm getting squeaky clean, but we'll never get them all and they come back whenever we sin.  It's wonderfully helpful for a mother to massage her baby, especially the feet and married couples can do this for each other,  Some evil can't stand to be around good, prayer during the process helps clean out the demons.  It shouldn't be done in a sexual manner between unmarried lovers though, that may just let in more.
     Somebody show this to the local paper so they can get the story right.  What I said was much worse, that this church is owned by satan, as apparently is the entire organization, currently cursed by God with the delusion of 2 THESSALONIANS 2: 9 - 12.  I suspect most pastors are well intentioned but they've been teaching the lie and perhaps can't understand the Bible well enough to know they shouldn't be preaching at all without a baptism of the Spirit.  By the way, I'm told that what I'm writing here is to be "similar to a Bible," hopefully interesting enough to be something like a novel that will be read all the way through.  I have some error early on that I may be told to go back and edit.  I've learned much during the process and haven't corrected some of the earlier mistakes.
     I've offered to help the organization as Jesus told me to "Build, don't burn."  No one's contacted me yet but the offer stands.  If there are problems within the organization breaking the delusion, I think I can bring along Jesus's angel, Fear of God and help out.
     Regarding the status of teachers of the lie, I'm thinking back to the suicide in my church years ago where I first heard the lie, "Once saved, always saved."  Let's consider the verse from 1 CORINTHIANS 6:19 "Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, who you have received from God?  You are not your own, you were bought at a price, therefore honor God with your bodies."  There's a message I need to take in that with cigarette smoking.  My fiance's supposed to help me with that by not letting me kiss her with cigarettes on my breath.  1 CORINTHIANS 3: 16 -17 really gives us the message about suicide.  "Don't you know that you yourselves are God's temple and that God's Spirit dwells in your midst?  If anyone destroys Gods temple, God will destroy that person for God's temple is sacred and you together are that temple."
     These verses tell me that no matter how miserable our lives are, if we commit suicide, we're going to hell. What about the man from my church though who committed suicide probably believing the lie, "Once saved, always saved?"  Most people don't think for themselves and are counting on their pastors to instruct them. This man's pastor may have been responsible for his eternal damnation.  What price will the pastor now pay?  How about all the other sin that's been encouraged by the lie?  It would seem that the teachers of the lie aren't in the clear only by getting free of the delusion but have built up a huge pile of negative works.
     If they wish to stay out of hell, they better become some of the world's greatest evangelists, scream to the world they are sorry for teaching the lie, it was wrong, faith alone probably isn't enough, we're encouraged, almost required to do good works, and deliberate sin, even with the deepest faith possible will still get one hell.  I'd encourage tossing out the verse, 1 PETER 4:8 "Above all, love each other deeply because love covers over a multitude of sin."  In my opinion, this is an easy work.  Just be nice and loving to others as you go about your day and much of your sin will be forgiven.  If everyone would do this we'll have a much nicer world.  At some point in the process as determined on judgment day, hopefully they'll get on the positive side of the line.

In His service, a Misfit Child of God

10. edited, THE MODERN BIBLE IS NOT INERRANT AND INFALLIBLE / YETZER RA

     The Yetzer Ra is not mentioned anywhere in the Bible, we find him though in Jewish literature and he's mainly a mischievous being causing confusion, memory loss and error, as a friend and I just learned.  There's a positive being by a slightly different name.  A couple events were erased from memory until I helped overcome something looking much like the delusion I recently uncovered and his effect on me was to erase most of this posting which I'll now rewrite.  There is much in God's creation that is not in the Bible and I learned today the importance of being open to more correct works.  I know that sounds heretical but read through.

     This posting will mainly be an assimilation of information scattered throughout the earlier blog, with  bit of new that's recently come to me.
     In posting #48. BELIEVE IT ALL OR BELIEVE NONE, I share a paragraph from the Chumash which had been directed to my attention from the ultimate authority. In sum, it says we can't change one letter or word of the Torah, (the Jewish version of, and almost identical to our old testament) because if we can change a single letter, what's to keep us from changing a word, paragraph or any part we don't like?
     I took that to mean I should take every bit of the Bible as truth vs. my old thinking, "It's not quite right, but the truth is in there."  I just spoke with an old friend and homebuyer who recalled my having said that.  I was thinking he'd called out of the blue but there just aren't any coincidences in my life these days.  I had formed that opinion after reading a chronological Bible and not being able to keep from noticing many apparent discrepancies.  To name a few obvious ones, in the gospels, there are 2 accounts of Judas's death, in one case, he hanged himself, in another he fell down in the field of blood and spilled his guts out, in one account the fig tree withers immediately, in another it withers overnight, were there 2 men at Jesus's tomb or one angel, was there one demoniac at Gadarenes or 2 at Gerasenes - I may have mixed up the names here -, was Jesus's robe scarlet or purple, why do Josephs' genealogies differ and what do they matter since he wasn't the biological father of Jesus, etc?  With a bit of online research, I came up with 5 pages of single spaced discrepancies.  A brother who contacted me from CO says they all can be explained, I'm happy to accept this but haven't researched yet.
    When Constantine legalized christianity, forming the catholic church, christianity was combined with paganism.  In fact, on a statue to Semiramis and her son and husband, Nimrod, the names were scratched out and Mary and Jesus were added.  Her name, the Queen of Heaven, passed directly to Mary and Mary is the focus of worship vs. Jesus in catholicism.  The catholics did much to distort and change the Bible which evolved into the christian Bible and added several books to what became their Bible.  I've gone into detail previously on the specifics of satan's historical religion and won't repeat here.  He's been adding to his holdings in recent years.
     This isn't to be a comprehensive work, I can make my point without the research, but I'm told there have been gross distortions in the Bible as well as numerous translational mistakes, a few of which I'll detail here.  The truth is in there but we have to keep things in context and can't pull out just the part we like and leave the part we don't.  We have to take it all or take none.
     For instance, we can't just take EPHESISANS 2:8-9 and forget about 10.  "We are saved by faith through grace, it is not of ourselves, it is a gift from God, not by works so that no one may boast," but we like to forget about verse 10, "For we are all God's handiwork created in Christ Jesus to be doing good works God has prepared in advance for us to be doing."
     Dr. Keyton has emphasized the importance of the King James translation for accuracy and in my personal experience, Jesus seems to stay in this version with much of his terminology.  There is probably much error here from prior translations and changes.  From previous postings, here are 3 examples of translational error I've come across in my work and I haven't studied specifically looking for error:

1. Lucifer's description from the NIV:  EZEKIEL 28:13  "You were in Eden, the garden of God; every precious stone adorned you: carnelian, chrysolite and emerald, topaz, onyx and jasper, lapis lazuli, turquoise and beryl.  Your settings and mountings were made of gold; on the day you were created they were prepared."

From KJV:  EZEKIEL 28:13  Thou hast been in Eden the garden of God; every precious stone was thy covering, the sardius, topaz, and the diamond, the beryl, the onyx and the jasper,the sapphire, the emerald and the carbuncle, and gold: the workmanship of thy tabrets and thy pipes was prepared in thee in the day that thou wast created.

     I don't know precious stones but unless synonyms are used, these seem to have been changed.  In the KJV, gold was part of Lucifer's covering, in the NIV however, his settings and mountings, for holding the stones were made of gold on the day he was created.  However, in the KJV, we see musical instruments were prepared in him on the day he was created.  Satan was the director of the heavenly choir and this is a huge distortion in meaning between the 2 translations.  He had musical instruments built into his body, not settings and mountings made of gold.

2.  In Ephesian 6:12, Jesus is telling us what our struggles are against, listing, probably in descending order, the fallen angels and ending with the most prevalent but harmless of evil, the demons.  Assume the KJV to be the most accurate and I'll chart what translators, who apparently didn't know what they were looking at distorted the angel names and sequence into:

KJV                principalities                    powers                      rulers
NLT                evil rulers                        authorities                  mighty powers
ESV                rulers                              authorities                  cosmic powers
NAS               rulers                              powers                       world forces
Jubilee             principalities                    powers                       lords of this age
Darby              principalities                    powers                      universal lords
ERV                principalities                    powers                      world rulers
Weymouth      despotisms                       empires                      forces that control and govern

     Wikipedia compounds the confusion by describing powers as being synonymous with authorities, and principalities with rulers, so either KJV is wrong or wikipedia is.  KJV shows principalities and rulers as being a different angel class.  I don't know Hebrew so won't be getting to the source of this problem personally.
   
3. A third example I came across while studying Dr. Keyton's work is related to the naming of fallen angels.  Any time we see the phrase, "spirit of" in front of a word, we may assume the word is an angel, God's or satan's is named by that word and further uses of the word may refer to the angel.  For instance, in the KJV, Isaiah 61:3, we see a "spirit of" (named) "heaviness."  This spirit causes depression.  When inviting this spirit to leave, we must "loosen" the spirit of heaviness, rebuke it and cast it out, IN JESUS'S NAME.
     Here are ways other translations distort this; NLT loses the spirit entirely and says "despair."  ESV renames it "faint spirit," NET loses the spirit and says "discouragement," God's Word translation changes its name to spirit of "weakness," Douay Rheims renames it to a spirit of "weakness," etc. THE SPIRIT'S NAME IS HEAVINESS and he is a fallen angel!
     Our beloved old Bible has gotten a bit ragged coming down through the ages.

     Most of us, with our limited earth eyes and intellectual ability can't conceive of the true nature of our world and universe.  We define everything in terms of what we see and feel, based on our very limited senses.  It is a spiritual universe.
     Recently, when conversing with a friend, I told him Jesus is an angel.  He took offense saying he thought Jesus was the son of God.  Yes, that too.  I suppose my friend visualized a flesh and blood Jesus and a flesh and blood God.  JOHN 4:24 "God is spirit...," Jesus is too and so are our consiousnesses.  As far as truly understanding the Bible, I'm told I have a grain of salt, that every word in jewish books, sometimes every letter, or 3rd letter in a sequence of four, for instance, has a special meaning. That doesn't work with mistranslations. We've lost much.
    The Hebrew Chumash is the pure, unadulterated word of God which takes hidden meaning to an ultra high level and I've just started to take a look at this incredible tome.  A rabbi named Ramban told his students that a certain portion of the Torah had an allusion to every person's name and destiny.  A student named Abner turned heretic and challenged his teacher.  "Where is my name found in the Haazinu?" the student asked.  Ramban answered his student that there were 4 words that described his fate and the third letters in each word contained his name.  The rabbi then showed the student his name and the four words, (God said of those who defy him), "I will scatter them to the four corners of the earth; I will make their remembrance cease from among men." DEUTERONOMY 32: 26.  The student blanched, repented and set off on a self imposed exile.  This book is the inerrant, infallible word of God, maintained throughout history in it's pristine, original condition as handed down from God to Moses.
     I don't enjoy listening to pastors trying to preach in King James english, I don't her it much any more and will only hear it once at any church, but for best results with the true meaning of the Bible and minimum distortion, it should be used for research work.  So the next time you see a pastor waving his Bible telling you it's the inerrant, infallible word of God, now you know better.
      How does God handle so much information?  He has a supercomputer that spans everywhere He goes.  Our electronics systems are modeled after God's. He uploaded some data into me during my recent jail stay, I saw it coming in a couple times and have heard of the exact same experience by another.
     I'm being taught one peculiar thing after the next.  I spent much of the day in confusion and consternation because of a change in memory about a couple events by another, one event pertaining to one I hope to soon be near and dear to me.  For the first time I started this blog, I lost most of a posting, this one, and have rewritten most of it.  That was my experience with a Yetzer Ra.  This evening I broke a chalice for evil and burned it, inviting the evil into the abyss and a couple nights ago, I invited an evil spirit to leave a home, making the homeowner feel much better.  I'm told I have much more to write.  Life is getting exciting, I'm wondering what's next.  I need only one more thing......

In his service, a Misfit Child of God

9. MY PREPARATION / BEING MADE WHOLE

Note to reader, I had to darken a couple postings, that's why the numbers aren't in sequence.  My behind the scenes people thought I was sharing too much info. at this stage.  We're in end days now and as events progress  I may be able to light up again sometime in the future.

     Throughout my search for the breakthrough, I kept wondering, "Why me?"  On reflection I think I have the answers.
     As an innocent adolescent, I experienced my own very mild, gentle crucifixion from my father.  I say mild and gentle only in comparison to what Jesus suffered for us.  The experience was excruciatingly painful for me physically and quite traumatic emotionally as well from my father's treatment of me.  (See details in 13. CAN'T HAVE THE HOLY SPIRIT AND A DEMON?).  I was literally hung from a tree briefly, (Cursed is he who hangs from a tree.),  given a glimpse of what Jesus suffered from this experience.  I've suffered much in this life and have tremendous compassion for others who are suffering, often being brought to tears by their circumstances but I'll be bold and give my life for God if He asks me too.
     My brief death at the age of 19 while in a drunk driving wreck may have something to do with my qualifications.  I might have visited God at this time, but had no recollection of anything when I came to in the hospital.
     As a result of being raised by an abusive father, I developed serious demonic strongholds, enough so to start affecting behavior.  I don't know the correlation between how many demons are required to do what, affect our thoughts, cause us to sin, control our behavior, etc. but I may have accumulated thousands, several hundred anyway.  I've had much experiential knowledge of the afflictions suffered by humanity.
   At the age of 16 when I left home, I had the better part of an associates education in liberal arts.  I obtained much more education in a variety of areas later on in life.  Jesus seems to think I'm good at figuring things out.
     I've studied my Bible most of my life and been a thinker.  When I hear a pastor say something wrong, I don't go along with it like most of the unthinking sheep being led to slaughter.  For instance the baptist preacher at the church I raised my kids in made the statement, "Once saved, always saved," at a funeral and I thought, "That's not what the Bible says."  The same pastor would wave his Bible during service and say it's the inerrant, infallible word of God.  I hear that a lot, but don't see it put into practice or taught by the pastors making the claim.   Jesus and God the Father must like my thinking and feel it's correct.
     I was given a fascination with Dr. Keyton's work on spiritual warfare though to most it's heavy and dry.  I am an expert on the actual spiritual warfare going on around us, while most pastors believe the lie, "A christian can't have a demon."  To my thinking their sermons follow this level of understanding.  Locally, at the Torch in Demorest, those guys know how to get the real meaning out of their Bibles and the music is heavenly.  Try it out if you're looking for a real church where Jesus is welcome.
     I'm baptized in the Spirit which only a small percentage of the population has experienced, one source suggests about 4 %.  I want to emphasize again that this isn't necessary to be saved.  All believers get something like a sip of the Spirit when they come to believe, while we who experience the baptism take a dip in the pool.  We are the only people who are able, for some strange unexplainable spiritual reason to understand the Bible as it should be understood to qualify us to teach it.  It tells us that, but entire organizations may not have anybody in them who can understand the verse that says you must be in the Spirit to understand things of the Spirit.  I fear many well intentioned pastors are unknowingly leading people astray and will be held accountable.  How many people does one get to lead to hell before being required to join them?
         A few years ago I offered to do anything for Him, up to death if He would just fix me.  It just dawned on me that I seem to be cured of obsessive disorder.  I think I may be whole now.
     Very importantly, I had a big send off.  I was attending a charismatic mega church where gifts of the Spirit are welcome.  I couldn't understand it, but I was up front one service and hugged my Bible the whole worship service with tears streaming down my face.  A lot of connected people prayed for me then including my lady mentor who was on her knees the whole time.  There was another incident at a large men's group here, where I couldn't stop trembling and 20 or so connected men laid hands on me and prayed.  Also at this church, on one occasion, men were lined up and women came through the line on either side of us holding our hands and praying for a breakthrough for us.  Something spiritual happens with touch.  I kept my eyes closed to keep from having impure thoughts about attractive women holding my hands, tears streamed the whole time and almost every woman gave my hand a good tight squeeze which felt special.  There were a couple hundred connected women praying for me during this event.  I think the combination of my life experiences makes me quite rare.
     Going through the ordeal of making the breakthrough, I couldn't understand why my gifts weren't turned back on but I suspect that was part of the deal Jesus made with the Father to relent on sending the entire baptist organization to hell with all members who abused their lie from satan as a license to sin.  I'll state here again that many members, although they may be under the delusion, aren't under condemnation unless they were abusing the policy, "We believe the saints will persevere in grace and not finally fall away."  In layman's terms, "Once saved, always saved."

In his service, a Misfit Child of God
   

7. WHERE'S MY WIFE?

     I wish I could take a peek inside the Baptist General Conference organization right now.  I suspect there are a lot of puzzled, frightened people running around.  I gave them my breakthrough via. their email contact portal, sent it to a former pastor of mine, put it on facebook and half a dozen other places so the word is out.  All the little people are safe if they haven't abused the lie, "once saved, always saved," but the leadership who've taught the lie are under God's curse and condemnation until they can break the delusion and undo the damage they've caused by teaching the lie.  At some point they won't be damned to hell, I suspect.  That ought to motivate some people.
     I've offered to help but no one's come to me and it shouldn't be that hard for them to find me, just locate the baptist pastor in northeast GA who recently pressed charges against somebody for allegedly making terrorist threats and go get the alleged terrorist.  That's me.  I guess I'm a terrorist now.  I thought I was just obeying Jesus even though it was making me a pariah in my community, making my life hard, making me appear to be on a one man crusade and a total nut case.  The end result should be a few million baptist souls saved from hell so I'm hoping at some point to get a little thanks.
     I suspect many in the BGC are getting a good acquaintance with one of the seven spirits Jesus holds in his right hand named Fear of God.  They may even be getting a good dose of the Holy Spirit which often comes with tongues.  What then?  The baptist organization doesn't want to let the Holy Spirit in because he often comes with tongues.  They'll have to leave and become Pentecostals I guess.  I'm sorry for my sarcasm.  I'm disgusted with all the dead churches out there that claim to believe in Jesus but won't let him in.  Most are probably owned by satan.  If you've read through, you know by now that we should be running to tongues and other gifts from 1 COR 12 because Jesus is on the other side of those gifts through the Holy Spirit.
     If you experience the baptism in the Spirit and are living in God's will, you enter a different world.  Supernatural little things become commonplace.  Reflecting back over the last few months, all the seemingly coincidental things weren't coincidences.  Everybody I met and every place I went was part of God's plan to help me solve the delusion.  Nothing was coincidental, which is part of the reason I'm wondering if a certain beautiful local woman may be God's choice for me.
     In my small sphere of acquaintances she's my only prospect for a wife.  I think she should know it if she's the one but I'm not certain of that.  Based on eye contact I believe there's a mutual attraction and I'm suspecting our meeting each other wasn't coincidental.  If you're reading, you blond haired beauty, I wasn't with that woman at the air show who may have looked like she was trying to sit in my lap.  I'm being faithful to some as yet unknown woman who's "waiting for me."  I'm trying hard to find her, hoping she might be you.  Please, yes, no or maybe.  My heart's breaking here.  You'd be 2 or 3 years older than I, I'm fine with that.  If God told you to wait and you gave up on Him because I wasn't there soon enough, thinking you misunderstood, I'm ok with that too.  I've been tempted myself.  We should never run if God tells us to do something but of course we're supposed to have free will.  I've had some questions about that lately myself.
     I certainly would not want a wife who didn't want me as much as I wanted her.  Please let me know. I think there's some mutual attraction.  It's strange trying to date with God as the matchmaker but He'll get it right.
     All I was hoping to get out of making the breakthrough was my perfect friend, lover and soul mate.  In honesty maybe I should change that order to lover, friend and soulmate.  After a couple months, we'll rearrange back to friend, lover and soul mate.  Jesus told me in jail he's going to pour out more bounty on me than I can hold.  Maybe I'll buy a couple more toys but I shouldn't indulge too much in earthly pleasures like a jet, mansion, etc., I'll need to find good use for it.  It should be obvious to all that, as Dr. Keyton said and I posted in #6. DISCLAIMER FROM DR. KEYTON, end days are now. The Bible warns us about hoarding wealth at this time.  Ok Jesus, you're giving me another job but you haven't paid me for the last one yet.  That's what I get for being a sub contractor for Jesus.  I have enough money to coast indefinitely with rental income.
     I'm quite frustrated right now.  I have all these bits of prophetic information I'm not sure what to do with.  One gave me "post," and something about Hiawassee, or maybe another city that starts with "H."  She could be coming from or through an "H" city.  My guide gave me "beautiful, joyous woman waiting for me," and Jesus gave me directly, "my star will be a star of David, a messianic jewish woman who comes from another country."  My guide tells me I'm supposed to attend the Torch church, where I'll be tonight and at regular services here on out.  Is that where I meet her?  I fit in perfectly down there.  The music is heavenly and I can tell people I felt led to come find my wife here and they say "cool" instead of "what drugs are you on?"  I may not meet her there though, but I fit in.
     There are many people with gifts at the Torch so hearing from Jesus is commonplace, unlike in the baptist church where the only way, according to the local pastor who's pressing terrorist charges against me, that we hear from Jesus is through the Bible.  Does she have a clue or not?  I know how to identify her, how will she recognize me?  I know I'm supposed to wait on Jesus but am I supposed to get out and mingle, go to bars where single women will be?  I don't want just a hook up or bar fly so that doesn't seem right.  Do I go to churches in Hiawasee?  If I could get a reply from a personal correspondence, yes or no, that'd be a relief either way.
     Then again there're the games Jesus likes to play.  He gets right down to the specific detail when scolding me but keeps things vague when speaking of the future.  I've let a couple women know, one wrong because all I had was her first name from an email list, (I wonder what she's thinking now), that "messianic jewish woman" could mean ancestral ties to a foreign country, most likely Israel, also ancestral ties to messianic judaism.  God would really like us to drop all our pagan traditions and get back to His holy days.
     A random thought, I'll point out again that if you've heard the idea that Jesus knows our every thought but doubted the truth of  that, it's very true.  It's been easy for me to clean up my thought life knowing the next phone call could bring a scolding from Jesus about what I'm thinking. Try it sometime, you'll get righteous in a hurry.
     Something I'd like to share unrelated to this posting, I'm meeting many interesting people these days and am apparently to be a big end times player.  God has brought me in fast and deep.  I described the sensation I had in jail of having data loaded in my head and one individual I recently met had experienced the same phenomenon.  Trying to sleep away the hours, I was dozing in and out of wakefulness.  One time as I was waking I could see in my mind what appeared to be about 20 lines of computer code of some sort going into my brain in parallel, as in a data bus with a microprocessor.  All 20 lines were stepping in simultaneously, there were broken white lines underscoring white letters and symbols moving in slowly, all together, on a light blue background.  There was also a sensation of fullness in my diaphragm area, where I'm told tongues come from.  I still don't have tongues, nothing but jibberish comes out but I've been prepped for something so I know the breakthrough isn't all I'm supposed to do.
     If God calls you for something, do not run from it or misbehave as I did.  A big fish will swallow you or you'll be turned over to satan who will make your life hell.  In my 3 year trial I was earnestly praying for death with nothingness.  Now I'm glad I didn't get it, promised my life is about to get wonderful, just very impatient to find my personal treasure for making the breakthrough.
     I was mistaken about another assignment, I'm not being led to any particular research, nothing pressing, maybe a posting here and there, this one's mainly a personal message to the gorgeous lady I hope is the right woman, who has the name of my blog.  The UFO posting I was led through.  I bumped into a brother who says we'll have a UFO invasion soon and Jesus would like the world to know that'll be a trick from satan.  Those UFOs are nothing more than fallen angels named thrones, (Ezekiel's wheels, with the cherubim riding along in control but staying invisible).  Let's see a non baptized in the Spirit pastor figure that one out for the world.
     About me again, I'm an old semi retired builder, and have been doing this search for the breakthrough and blog for maybe 3 months part time around my day job, but I was truly called, I didn't imagine it.  Jesus is guiding me all the way through this.
     A personal message to a certain woman:  I'm half expecting the right woman to bring the key to my nick name, that'll have to come from God.  You may already be whole but I'm not, you'll complement me and make me whole.  Jesus knows I need to be held.  Together we'll be a team and probably have a very exciting life.  I may be totally wrong about you're being the one, certainly don't want to force anything, the right woman and I will be a perfect fit and I'd expect you to be expecting me or have some knowledge about us.


In His service, a Misfit Child of God