Tuesday early a.m.:
These are getting all messed up. I have to get permission to say certain things, am trying to communicate the only legal way I can, am in a bad place. This won't be a normal posting, this forum is all I've got though to work with.
Some of this is new, some old, the flow isn't good, I'm trying to make a personal communication the only way I know how. God told me, via my guide, not to leave any more facebook messages, I don't know your email or number, my guide says if I show up at your house, you'll call the police, I don't need that.
This whole process from making the breakthrough and now to finding the right woman has been so frustrating for me. I'm questioning God's ability, the deal I thought I had with Him, etc. You know a bit from the facebook postings. I don't know why you didn't reply anything. I begged you for just a yes, no or maybe.
To add to what you know, I was just going to do the first few postings, had "coincidentally" met with ********************** and we're a team. I'm the bull in the china cabinet, Bible researcher, writer, problem solver, the other member *********** guides me, *********** ************** ********.
Today for instance, for a bit, I was fearing you'd been killed in a car wreck and that had been the tongue message and I was distraught, whether or not we're to be a couple, ready to wait until Jesus comes to have you if necessary, I don't think more than 7 1/2 years but no one knows but God the Father. That was felt and I was called and asked, "What's wrong honey?" She knew I was very upset.
I am so puzzled. Maybe you didn't know anything, here's how it would have played out. Had you shown up at the Torch, God was going to give me 2 gifts, miraculous powers and healing to accomplish what I'd asked for, "miraculous healing," possibly more, I don't know. You may or may not have had the question, I'd like to ask you about that.
About gifts, we baptized in the Spirit folks usually get what's appropriate for our situation. Dr. Keyton goes into the Congo, needs lots of power "moves among" all 9 gifts. Tongues are a common manifestation of the baptism of the Spirit, interpreting them uncommon. I just learned the pastor at the Torch has the gift of interpreting them, very useful in his position to be able to understand the very common tongues.
I just met a guy at the Torch with the gift of discerning the Spirits, that's rare, and what I think I have coming, miraculous powers, is quite rare.
I don't know that you'd have had a question, you're showing up apparently would have been enough because my guide knew I was to get those gifts. For some reason, we know only by supernatural (from God) means, you changed your mind and didn't make it.
Had you come, there would have been no committment, engagement, etc. but when you would have seen me doing miracles just like Jesus's, you'd have probably been so awestruck, you'd have happily married me right away. If God has set up compatibility, we're perfect for each other, just have to like each other's looks and apparently we have that much.
In my mind I have the gifts tied to the woman who'll "complete me, make me whole, work with me as a team," so I may not get any gifts without you. Another woman might work, or God could change the rules but He's a stickler about keeping deals.
I don't know why you wouldn't answer me on facebook. I know you're beautiful and joyous, I don't know if you're a messianic jewish woman. If you are, you could help me with a posting about Jewish Holy days which God wants us to get back to.
I'm reading the Chumach since it's the only pure word of God we have, Mama loves it and there's some sort of power to be had by holding your hand above the Hebrew lettering. It gives us the most accurate translation into english we can have with all the right words, unlike our messed up Bible that's come through many translations. I just read about the pharoah's chamberlains in the Chumach, the cupbearer and the baker. All the right words.
I have incredible secrets I'd like to share with you, but can't do it here, you'll have to contact me. You may be leery of me, we can meet in the grocery store coffee shop or wherever you might feel comfortable, with mutual friends, but what I have to share will be for you only. I've already let a bit slip on facebook and Mama wasn't happy, telling me that's one person too many, only ***** to know that. My wife will learn most but maybe not all of what I know, wish I didn't.
I tend to toss out too much too soon and scare women away and apparently that's what I did here, thinking you were looking and praying for me, same as I for you, that somehow we just had to find each other. I thought you'd have the same type of info about me as I had about you, but that was just a guess. You may be just a normal beautiful woman who had no idea about any of this, I don't know. The lack of coincidences in my life made you seem like my only possibility after I'd ruled some others out.
Back to the gifts, I ought to be a bit privileged, having saved through Jesus 2 or 3 million baptists and he has much more for me, I don't know what all.. It would be useful for me to have the gift of miraculous power. They, (Jesus and The Father) would like all to come to them and there are 1.2 billion catholics worshipping the wrong god, as well as many other religions. The tribulation gets under way very soon, September I think. There's not much time, supernatural will be coming more and more common. If someone goes out and does miraculous things, people will be impressed and come to Jesus.
That may be my part, or our part if I don't get the gifts without you. I'm not very connected now, just had a few messages in dreams and something was put in me in jail by Jesus or God, the data in my head probably by God, the dreams I suspect by Jesus. They're both working me over. I can't tell who's doing what though it would have been Jesus via the Holy Spirit who led me on the breakthrough. Data went into my head, probably from God the Father, and something else into my diaphragm area.
They did say in a personal message they love me but I'm not real happy with them right now. I busted my butt on the breakthrough and it's been weeks with no "treasure," (you). I hope they don't send me to hell, I think I might be valuable at this point, not much time to bring somebody else up to speed and other reasons I can't mention, right place at the right time stuff, nothing special about me.
We're probably perfect for each other, I hope I haven't ruined a once in many life times opportunity. Please call, we don't have to get married on the first date, could wait til the second or even third. Sorry, maybe I shouldn't joke with you. Jesus told me to use humor in the blog, he's got some stuff in there he wants read so I hope it's interesting to read.
I didn't want all this, I just wanted to find the right woman for one good relationship this lifetime, was hoping to have a nice, peaceful life and play a lot. That wouldn't have happened though with world events so I guess I'm happy to be involved.
I was really hoping to be honeymooning with my wife in Italy the first week of Sept. when I'm scheduled to go for a visit. I have 2 sons, my oldest is a math genius and works for the U.N. in Rome, the youngest still lives in CO. He'll stay 2 weeks, one with me, then one with his mother. It appears my wife and I may be doing a fair amount of international travel, probably first class. Without all this business, I'd have liked to do a week every winter somewhere warm. I'm financially secure, assume you are too.
Secular sources suggest a stock market crash in Oct. and dollar crash around then as well, so a mini farm as I have may be very handy to live on. For us though, I'd think God will be giving us some investment advice, perks if you will of the job. I don't get a paycheck but have been promised "more bounty than I can contain," maybe we'll need our own private jet and a place near the airshow, who knows. I have problems with my imagination.
My writing is all jumbled here, I had a couple postings going, thought I'd erased one, you'll get the message. I don't know how public my run in with the pastor in town has been. I was hoping to reconcile, if we do marry soon, have him do it, give him a dose of the Holy Spirit so he can straighten the delusion out and maybe rise way up in his organization.
There isn't time to kick out all the non baptized in the Spirit pastors and rebuild from the ground up. Jesus is going to have to work with what he has there so will probably be giving the deserving ones a big piece of the Spirit. There may be some he won't want. I'm not sure about our local guy, the charges he made against me are comical so I was thinking God wanted to punish him. My idea had been for you to contact him, (assuming we hit it off), I can't get near him with a restraining order, I was going to ask him to forgive me for my pride and arrogance, pray for him, etc.
Huge things start happening in a couple mos. I really didn't want to go through this alone and there isn't time for a traditional courtship. I have no other prospects on the horizon right now, don't want to rush in with the wrong woman and know you are the right one. Please call me or email me or facebook me or something. I think as deep as I'm in with God, I ought to be a good husband to have with what starts happening in Sept. I think you'd be a beautiful wife but you know that. We may have to be together to do God's will.
I don't know what happens now, by what seemed my thoughts, the "activation" was tied to the woman, part of the team. It was going to happen with you, I might need God to find me someone else, I don't know if I'm supposed to help or not, maybe He'll change the deal and go ahead and give me what I need with or without a wife. I'm just fumbling along, I keep blundering ahead of him with impatience, doing things wrong, making people mad, etc. I think it has to be you.
This from 2:00 a.m. Tues. This is how I do these things, I'll think them through, come up with something new, add a bit, polish the edit, think some more, eventually they feel done. I'm not cleaning up the edit on this one though, you'll get the message. I have a safe place to meet and someone I want to introduce you to, but you have to call me. This is going to be exciting.
From Monday:
Edit #1, more to come on approval. I was to complement the "Torch's" message, also had hoped Jesus would have allowed me to heal a mutual acquaintance at the baptist church in a wheel chair. I feel certain, (because I've sobbed for her), he'd have let me grow hands for the girl at the grocery store. I'm crying as I write this, I wanted him to grow her hands through me. She might have had them now. A few implications of the change of mind. These may still happen with another woman but reconciling with or attending the baptist church probably won't, a number of souls hell bound in the meantime.About gifts, we baptized in the Spirit folks usually get what's appropriate for our situation. Dr. Keyton goes into the Congo, needs lots of power "moves among" all 9 gifts. Tongues are a common manifestation of the baptism of the Spirit, interpreting them uncommon. I just learned the pastor at the Torch has the gift of interpreting them, very useful in his position to be able to understand the very common tongues.
I just met a guy at the Torch with the gift of discerning the Spirits, that's rare, and what I think I have coming, miraculous powers, is quite rare.
I don't know that you'd have had a question, you're showing up apparently would have been enough because my guide knew I was to get those gifts. For some reason, we know only by supernatural (from God) means, you changed your mind and didn't make it.
Had you come, there would have been no committment, engagement, etc. but when you would have seen me doing miracles just like Jesus's, you'd have probably been so awestruck, you'd have happily married me right away. If God has set up compatibility, we're perfect for each other, just have to like each other's looks and apparently we have that much.
In my mind I have the gifts tied to the woman who'll "complete me, make me whole, work with me as a team," so I may not get any gifts without you. Another woman might work, or God could change the rules but He's a stickler about keeping deals.
I don't know why you wouldn't answer me on facebook. I know you're beautiful and joyous, I don't know if you're a messianic jewish woman. If you are, you could help me with a posting about Jewish Holy days which God wants us to get back to.
I'm reading the Chumach since it's the only pure word of God we have, Mama loves it and there's some sort of power to be had by holding your hand above the Hebrew lettering. It gives us the most accurate translation into english we can have with all the right words, unlike our messed up Bible that's come through many translations. I just read about the pharoah's chamberlains in the Chumach, the cupbearer and the baker. All the right words.
I have incredible secrets I'd like to share with you, but can't do it here, you'll have to contact me. You may be leery of me, we can meet in the grocery store coffee shop or wherever you might feel comfortable, with mutual friends, but what I have to share will be for you only. I've already let a bit slip on facebook and Mama wasn't happy, telling me that's one person too many, only ***** to know that. My wife will learn most but maybe not all of what I know, wish I didn't.
I tend to toss out too much too soon and scare women away and apparently that's what I did here, thinking you were looking and praying for me, same as I for you, that somehow we just had to find each other. I thought you'd have the same type of info about me as I had about you, but that was just a guess. You may be just a normal beautiful woman who had no idea about any of this, I don't know. The lack of coincidences in my life made you seem like my only possibility after I'd ruled some others out.
Back to the gifts, I ought to be a bit privileged, having saved through Jesus 2 or 3 million baptists and he has much more for me, I don't know what all.. It would be useful for me to have the gift of miraculous power. They, (Jesus and The Father) would like all to come to them and there are 1.2 billion catholics worshipping the wrong god, as well as many other religions. The tribulation gets under way very soon, September I think. There's not much time, supernatural will be coming more and more common. If someone goes out and does miraculous things, people will be impressed and come to Jesus.
That may be my part, or our part if I don't get the gifts without you. I'm not very connected now, just had a few messages in dreams and something was put in me in jail by Jesus or God, the data in my head probably by God, the dreams I suspect by Jesus. They're both working me over. I can't tell who's doing what though it would have been Jesus via the Holy Spirit who led me on the breakthrough. Data went into my head, probably from God the Father, and something else into my diaphragm area.
They did say in a personal message they love me but I'm not real happy with them right now. I busted my butt on the breakthrough and it's been weeks with no "treasure," (you). I hope they don't send me to hell, I think I might be valuable at this point, not much time to bring somebody else up to speed and other reasons I can't mention, right place at the right time stuff, nothing special about me.
We're probably perfect for each other, I hope I haven't ruined a once in many life times opportunity. Please call, we don't have to get married on the first date, could wait til the second or even third. Sorry, maybe I shouldn't joke with you. Jesus told me to use humor in the blog, he's got some stuff in there he wants read so I hope it's interesting to read.
I didn't want all this, I just wanted to find the right woman for one good relationship this lifetime, was hoping to have a nice, peaceful life and play a lot. That wouldn't have happened though with world events so I guess I'm happy to be involved.
I was really hoping to be honeymooning with my wife in Italy the first week of Sept. when I'm scheduled to go for a visit. I have 2 sons, my oldest is a math genius and works for the U.N. in Rome, the youngest still lives in CO. He'll stay 2 weeks, one with me, then one with his mother. It appears my wife and I may be doing a fair amount of international travel, probably first class. Without all this business, I'd have liked to do a week every winter somewhere warm. I'm financially secure, assume you are too.
Secular sources suggest a stock market crash in Oct. and dollar crash around then as well, so a mini farm as I have may be very handy to live on. For us though, I'd think God will be giving us some investment advice, perks if you will of the job. I don't get a paycheck but have been promised "more bounty than I can contain," maybe we'll need our own private jet and a place near the airshow, who knows. I have problems with my imagination.
My writing is all jumbled here, I had a couple postings going, thought I'd erased one, you'll get the message. I don't know how public my run in with the pastor in town has been. I was hoping to reconcile, if we do marry soon, have him do it, give him a dose of the Holy Spirit so he can straighten the delusion out and maybe rise way up in his organization.
There isn't time to kick out all the non baptized in the Spirit pastors and rebuild from the ground up. Jesus is going to have to work with what he has there so will probably be giving the deserving ones a big piece of the Spirit. There may be some he won't want. I'm not sure about our local guy, the charges he made against me are comical so I was thinking God wanted to punish him. My idea had been for you to contact him, (assuming we hit it off), I can't get near him with a restraining order, I was going to ask him to forgive me for my pride and arrogance, pray for him, etc.
Huge things start happening in a couple mos. I really didn't want to go through this alone and there isn't time for a traditional courtship. I have no other prospects on the horizon right now, don't want to rush in with the wrong woman and know you are the right one. Please call me or email me or facebook me or something. I think as deep as I'm in with God, I ought to be a good husband to have with what starts happening in Sept. I think you'd be a beautiful wife but you know that. We may have to be together to do God's will.
I don't know what happens now, by what seemed my thoughts, the "activation" was tied to the woman, part of the team. It was going to happen with you, I might need God to find me someone else, I don't know if I'm supposed to help or not, maybe He'll change the deal and go ahead and give me what I need with or without a wife. I'm just fumbling along, I keep blundering ahead of him with impatience, doing things wrong, making people mad, etc. I think it has to be you.
This from 2:00 a.m. Tues. This is how I do these things, I'll think them through, come up with something new, add a bit, polish the edit, think some more, eventually they feel done. I'm not cleaning up the edit on this one though, you'll get the message. I have a safe place to meet and someone I want to introduce you to, but you have to call me. This is going to be exciting.
From Monday:
From Sunday:
God told me not to contact you again on facebook when the Yetzer was messing around and much was confused for a day, a couple days ago. It had been my idea, or so it seemed, that when the name came, it would bring the gifts, I think you have to come with them. I'd asked for all 9 with miraculous healing and prophesy topping the list and miraculous healing was released to me before I left for church. It would have been as wonderful a relationship as could possibly be. Now you're gone and I have to start over. My heart's broken, I spent most of Sunday afternoon in tears.
I just deleted another posting about setting up the Holy Days which would have been my wife's responsibility, along with a bit of computer work, setting up a church for tax purposes, getting dragged around the world first class a bit.
My coming out party was set for today, but I figured out that she used her free will and changed her mind at the last minute. Everything fit, a verse I read online this morning giving me something now I thought would be coming later, confirmation by Mama. the message at church, a warning to drive carefully as satan would really like for me not to have made it, etc.
At the second service, there was a tongue prayer and the pastor interprets, but I'm hard of hearing and couldn't make it out. Somebody got a sweet message from Jesus, the pastor cried as he delivered it. I thought it was for all but I believe now it was for me as he mentioned it was a message for someone in attendance. I've requested a video. I think Jesus was telling me not to get my feelings hurt. I did, had a little tantrum and a good cry, most of the afternoon.
I'm sorry God for raging at you, I get it, she exercised her free will. At least knowing that, I won't have to feel silly and try to avoid her in my small town. I already have the restraining order from the local pastor, have to be careful he's not at McDonalds or anywhere else I go, run the other way if I see him.
I thought I'd have been a hero by now but I guess the BGC is keeping things hush, hush. I suppose a church organization doesn't want it getting out that they are under a curse by God.
Let me remind these folks that as large as they are, with about 16 million members in the U.S. many are dying daily, some of whom are probably abusing the lie and going to hell while the organization is keeping things under wraps. They will face God for this and someone will pay, perhaps with lower levels of hell, maybe eternal fire vs. the abyss or darkness. It's your eternities folks.
I was going to attempt to reconcile locally and ask the local pastor to marry the desire of my heart and me, I'd intended to pray he receive a big dose of the Spirit and possibly move into an immediate leadership position with the ability to break the Delusion, he might have moved to the top of the organization and saved many now perishing daily. Woman, do you see the repercussions of your decision? The eternal fate of many rests in our personal activity at this level.
I'm rather despondent right now, if you should change your mind again, I'd love to hear from you. You have my number and email.
I know we never had a conversation but with God setting up near perfect compatibility, all we had to worry about was physical attractiveness.
Oh well, I know God has reserves, I'll have to be patient while he finds another and sets up the coincidences. There're my postings so it should be an easy job for him to have the right one respond to me. I know about there not being any coincidences in my life and will be able to read things, I think. In my case, there are back ups in case I start to say too much and have to get yanked into heaven. That sounds nicer than struck dead, doesn't it? I was warned as certain information was given me that another with sensitive information fell down dead not long ago. I didn't ask if I was his replacement. It can be a bit scary being a secret agent for God, but the reward is eternal.
A similar fate for another lies with my tongue although I'm promised future contact even if she has to "leave" as we've developed a strong mother / son bond. Good bye beautiful blond woman from Mississippi. I love you but there'll be another.
Perhaps your last minute change of mind was God's will, or, on reflection perhaps satan's. I received a negative phone call from a connected biological sister on the way to the church which would have been instigated by satan but I saw the connection and refused to speak to her.
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