7. WHERE'S MY WIFE?

     I wish I could take a peek inside the Baptist General Conference organization right now.  I suspect there are a lot of puzzled, frightened people running around.  I gave them my breakthrough via. their email contact portal, sent it to a former pastor of mine, put it on facebook and half a dozen other places so the word is out.  All the little people are safe if they haven't abused the lie, "once saved, always saved," but the leadership who've taught the lie are under God's curse and condemnation until they can break the delusion and undo the damage they've caused by teaching the lie.  At some point they won't be damned to hell, I suspect.  That ought to motivate some people.
     I've offered to help but no one's come to me and it shouldn't be that hard for them to find me, just locate the baptist pastor in northeast GA who recently pressed charges against somebody for allegedly making terrorist threats and go get the alleged terrorist.  That's me.  I guess I'm a terrorist now.  I thought I was just obeying Jesus even though it was making me a pariah in my community, making my life hard, making me appear to be on a one man crusade and a total nut case.  The end result should be a few million baptist souls saved from hell so I'm hoping at some point to get a little thanks.
     I suspect many in the BGC are getting a good acquaintance with one of the seven spirits Jesus holds in his right hand named Fear of God.  They may even be getting a good dose of the Holy Spirit which often comes with tongues.  What then?  The baptist organization doesn't want to let the Holy Spirit in because he often comes with tongues.  They'll have to leave and become Pentecostals I guess.  I'm sorry for my sarcasm.  I'm disgusted with all the dead churches out there that claim to believe in Jesus but won't let him in.  Most are probably owned by satan.  If you've read through, you know by now that we should be running to tongues and other gifts from 1 COR 12 because Jesus is on the other side of those gifts through the Holy Spirit.
     If you experience the baptism in the Spirit and are living in God's will, you enter a different world.  Supernatural little things become commonplace.  Reflecting back over the last few months, all the seemingly coincidental things weren't coincidences.  Everybody I met and every place I went was part of God's plan to help me solve the delusion.  Nothing was coincidental, which is part of the reason I'm wondering if a certain beautiful local woman may be God's choice for me.
     In my small sphere of acquaintances she's my only prospect for a wife.  I think she should know it if she's the one but I'm not certain of that.  Based on eye contact I believe there's a mutual attraction and I'm suspecting our meeting each other wasn't coincidental.  If you're reading, you blond haired beauty, I wasn't with that woman at the air show who may have looked like she was trying to sit in my lap.  I'm being faithful to some as yet unknown woman who's "waiting for me."  I'm trying hard to find her, hoping she might be you.  Please, yes, no or maybe.  My heart's breaking here.  You'd be 2 or 3 years older than I, I'm fine with that.  If God told you to wait and you gave up on Him because I wasn't there soon enough, thinking you misunderstood, I'm ok with that too.  I've been tempted myself.  We should never run if God tells us to do something but of course we're supposed to have free will.  I've had some questions about that lately myself.
     I certainly would not want a wife who didn't want me as much as I wanted her.  Please let me know. I think there's some mutual attraction.  It's strange trying to date with God as the matchmaker but He'll get it right.
     All I was hoping to get out of making the breakthrough was my perfect friend, lover and soul mate.  In honesty maybe I should change that order to lover, friend and soulmate.  After a couple months, we'll rearrange back to friend, lover and soul mate.  Jesus told me in jail he's going to pour out more bounty on me than I can hold.  Maybe I'll buy a couple more toys but I shouldn't indulge too much in earthly pleasures like a jet, mansion, etc., I'll need to find good use for it.  It should be obvious to all that, as Dr. Keyton said and I posted in #6. DISCLAIMER FROM DR. KEYTON, end days are now. The Bible warns us about hoarding wealth at this time.  Ok Jesus, you're giving me another job but you haven't paid me for the last one yet.  That's what I get for being a sub contractor for Jesus.  I have enough money to coast indefinitely with rental income.
     I'm quite frustrated right now.  I have all these bits of prophetic information I'm not sure what to do with.  One gave me "post," and something about Hiawassee, or maybe another city that starts with "H."  She could be coming from or through an "H" city.  My guide gave me "beautiful, joyous woman waiting for me," and Jesus gave me directly, "my star will be a star of David, a messianic jewish woman who comes from another country."  My guide tells me I'm supposed to attend the Torch church, where I'll be tonight and at regular services here on out.  Is that where I meet her?  I fit in perfectly down there.  The music is heavenly and I can tell people I felt led to come find my wife here and they say "cool" instead of "what drugs are you on?"  I may not meet her there though, but I fit in.
     There are many people with gifts at the Torch so hearing from Jesus is commonplace, unlike in the baptist church where the only way, according to the local pastor who's pressing terrorist charges against me, that we hear from Jesus is through the Bible.  Does she have a clue or not?  I know how to identify her, how will she recognize me?  I know I'm supposed to wait on Jesus but am I supposed to get out and mingle, go to bars where single women will be?  I don't want just a hook up or bar fly so that doesn't seem right.  Do I go to churches in Hiawasee?  If I could get a reply from a personal correspondence, yes or no, that'd be a relief either way.
     Then again there're the games Jesus likes to play.  He gets right down to the specific detail when scolding me but keeps things vague when speaking of the future.  I've let a couple women know, one wrong because all I had was her first name from an email list, (I wonder what she's thinking now), that "messianic jewish woman" could mean ancestral ties to a foreign country, most likely Israel, also ancestral ties to messianic judaism.  God would really like us to drop all our pagan traditions and get back to His holy days.
     A random thought, I'll point out again that if you've heard the idea that Jesus knows our every thought but doubted the truth of  that, it's very true.  It's been easy for me to clean up my thought life knowing the next phone call could bring a scolding from Jesus about what I'm thinking. Try it sometime, you'll get righteous in a hurry.
     Something I'd like to share unrelated to this posting, I'm meeting many interesting people these days and am apparently to be a big end times player.  God has brought me in fast and deep.  I described the sensation I had in jail of having data loaded in my head and one individual I recently met had experienced the same phenomenon.  Trying to sleep away the hours, I was dozing in and out of wakefulness.  One time as I was waking I could see in my mind what appeared to be about 20 lines of computer code of some sort going into my brain in parallel, as in a data bus with a microprocessor.  All 20 lines were stepping in simultaneously, there were broken white lines underscoring white letters and symbols moving in slowly, all together, on a light blue background.  There was also a sensation of fullness in my diaphragm area, where I'm told tongues come from.  I still don't have tongues, nothing but jibberish comes out but I've been prepped for something so I know the breakthrough isn't all I'm supposed to do.
     If God calls you for something, do not run from it or misbehave as I did.  A big fish will swallow you or you'll be turned over to satan who will make your life hell.  In my 3 year trial I was earnestly praying for death with nothingness.  Now I'm glad I didn't get it, promised my life is about to get wonderful, just very impatient to find my personal treasure for making the breakthrough.
     I was mistaken about another assignment, I'm not being led to any particular research, nothing pressing, maybe a posting here and there, this one's mainly a personal message to the gorgeous lady I hope is the right woman, who has the name of my blog.  The UFO posting I was led through.  I bumped into a brother who says we'll have a UFO invasion soon and Jesus would like the world to know that'll be a trick from satan.  Those UFOs are nothing more than fallen angels named thrones, (Ezekiel's wheels, with the cherubim riding along in control but staying invisible).  Let's see a non baptized in the Spirit pastor figure that one out for the world.
     About me again, I'm an old semi retired builder, and have been doing this search for the breakthrough and blog for maybe 3 months part time around my day job, but I was truly called, I didn't imagine it.  Jesus is guiding me all the way through this.
     A personal message to a certain woman:  I'm half expecting the right woman to bring the key to my nick name, that'll have to come from God.  You may already be whole but I'm not, you'll complement me and make me whole.  Jesus knows I need to be held.  Together we'll be a team and probably have a very exciting life.  I may be totally wrong about you're being the one, certainly don't want to force anything, the right woman and I will be a perfect fit and I'd expect you to be expecting me or have some knowledge about us.


In His service, a Misfit Child of God